Y countdown to end of prelims! (: 2 more days of exam!

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Doing maths is a torture for me. I dislike doing maths. all i hope for is to just...perhaps not to fail, BADLY haha.
Accomplished nothing for maths, not intending to do anything about it too. lost all hopes, its just PRELIMS! ahaha theres still a little time left before Ns.
Did nothing, went nowhere after buying a cup of vanilla latte, went home. Saw golf clubs at the door, belonged to my dad whom used it like one centary ago. Wondering why isit placed outside, ignored.
Turned on the computer, watched some old DVDs, sms-ed, called. TYPICAL DAY.
at ard 7 plus, my brother decided to play golf. HAHA, instantly i thought, i had nothing to do too it wouldn't hurt to play some golf right. LOL it was quite funny, because we were playing in the garden. All the neighbours that walked passed keep staring. quite fun was like shouting and screaming. Golf is not bad, if only i knew how to play it.

I HATE MATHS I HATE MATHS I HATE MATHS I HATE MATHS.
uh! i really feel like walking over and ask him whether...... quite impossible BUT I REALLY WANT TO KNOW! LOL going bonkers! Thats life (:

Everyone close to me seems so full of overwhelming motives and lies.
Sometimes i wonder is everything right in front of my eyes the truth and real or just a mask hidden behind. Or they claim they care and its alright but everything is another thing behind your back. I feel like i'm left with my soul. It's all i have and the only thing that i can believed in right now. I'm confident with my friends on insanity, fun and laughters. But at times, i'm still looking for a soulmate true and sincere whereby i could really pour everything out to her/him, to really see me. I couldn't find this friend i called, not now and probably never in my life.

meantanything?