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have not updated for a long time. shall update today. i'm feeling sad, depressed. ANGRY, i should not be putting myself in such a position. should not be treating myself this way. tellng myself that those are just nonsensical conjectures but once again, who was i kidding? I'm just down on my luck, really down. saw him at interchange i dont know why but i turned away immediately. i'm sure you saw me why didnt you say hi? i'm immune to pain, now i guess no one could hurt me anymore. not more than youYOU* did.
/ you were the first that i told that to, i just cant belive you said SO? i was expecting a little more from you. This is not even how a friend should be treated. It sure did taught me how i show look at things, a new prospective. i was just dumb, not anymore. i guess.
//was always wondering if it ever was about me. could you tell me? the promise that you made, definately its BROKEN! dont make a promise if you cant keep to it. You should know about how i feel about this. i'm giving up
anw i dont think i would be blogging for a while now.
bye

LASTLY, if your a blog reader, non tagger. just want to let you know you*^&%!!