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This post is to my sister,


the MOST WONDERFUL thing ever.
i'm rly sorry for being SSSSOOOOOOO retarded for dragging your i pod on the road.
i'm so sorry that you have to sit through tomorrow's chemistry paper knowing that YOUR IPOD was dragged on the road by your all so retarded sister. i'm SSOOOO SORRY!
After tonight's incident i finally know how worthless i am to you.
i'm just somone thats not worth more than a $500 ipod to you. A disgrace to all your friends, pull down.

In case if you didnt know, i was rollarblading and i fell.
it wasnt intentional.
when i came down from upstairs, you looked at me and said dumbass.
i knew nothing nice could come from you.
But the way i saw you look at me made me felt that you thinking this way:
'omg i hope she had a great fall, YES the retarded fell and at least her legs are bleeding or else my ipod would be the only thing that got hurt, that would be so unfair to my ipod!'
to your dismay, i'm not dead yet.
just to make you feel happier.. the wound is swollen and its hurting like CRAP! oh yup little stones went into the wound as i was too retarded that not only did i drag your ipod on the rough surface of the newly paved road, i dragged myself along. (:
YAY MY SISTER'S SO RETADED!

Do not blame me for rather confiding in your friend than you. because to you. i'll always be that loser, that retard.
whatever i do , say would sound dumb to you.
Even buying you a birthday present, i got scolded by you.
'yining, you're super dumb la, buy such a big slipper for what. still go all the way to orchard to buy, should have brought it in woodlands right. now i have to wait my time to go all the way down to orchard'
you didnt know this but i spend 4 hours walking around orchard thinking of what to get for you. i must make sure that the thing i'm getting you wont make you say that i'm a loser 'wasting money'. yk says you're not worth it. And now i see what he meant.

first pay i got, i decided to buy ice cream back.
not a single thank you frpm you instead
'WHY DIDN'T YOU BUY LARGE SO LITTLE EAT SHIT AH?'
i thought the flavours i brought back would be to your liking. NOT EVEN CLOSE
This you have taught me
NEVER THINK OF OTHERS. THINK OF YOURSELF DONT BE DUMB BE NICE TO YOURSELF. ESP NOT TO YOUR FAMILY. NO ONE IS WORTH IT EXCEPT YOURSELF.

so thanks for making known how worthless i am,
THanks for reminding me once over and over again how retarded spastic stupid dumb i could be
It definately makes me feel good that my sister sees me this way.
'yining dont ever enter a jc A lvl..............oh wait i forgot, you cant *smiles*'
x) THANKS SO MUCH!
after hearing that made me feel proud of myself! i feel so good of myself

ANYONE TELL ME WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE A WONDERFUL SISTER LIKE THIS? YES!(: dont envy me i know.. i'm lucky