I LOVE ME x)

2007-03-14T10:03:00.000-07:00

Long time since i blogged. ANYONE MISS ME?
Lots had happened.
Had this great cold war with jas and fu regarding the class play,
the class play turned out to be... haha,
quarrels with everyone,
au revoir to him,
an introduction of h.

my life sucks if you've wonder how i've been.
For those whom hated,hating,hates me you can start rejoicing.
i have too much unhappy things to blog about. so i shall just skip that.

HAPPY
this is so limited..
the only thing to feel happy about is that i got myself an i pod. its hot.

ah.. been staying out late these days, went to kuan's house to stay over yester after my pri school gathering chalet. Why i went his house? I GOT DRUNK! i gobbled down 2 bottle of E thirty three. if mom saw me then, i cant imagine what would happen. Returned home at 7.

i think i'm falling for dearest. rejectedhimforumpteentimesdespitethathe'sstillthere. asked him to give up but he's still insisted. maybe i've fallen for his determination? i dont know. he's not replying me now and it feels like something is missing. he said my messages are top priority. Normally he would even reply to me even when he is playing dota, maple.
I DONT WANT TO BE IGNORED!

I MISSSSSSSSSSS MY DEARESTTTTTTTTTT!

2007-02-22T03:17:00.000-08:00

HE FELL while.........ok so i was telling jiawen shang zai ta jiao shang, tong zai wo xing li. LOL my hanyu pinyin is horrible, dont know if i got anything wrong?
SOOOONNNNNNN! yay :D

school was horrible today, F&N mrsyeo asked us to stay back. because of ANANTHA. cant belive she said that i'm one of them who rebel her. oh pls she's rly bias to the 5B people. Mrs yeo said she claimed that they at least wouldnt rebel against her. Hello, i'm only laughing during her lesson and she said that i was cocky, something wrong? another exaple, when the 5b guys talk she doesnt even give a damn, espcially her FAV STUDENT! She hit waimun the other day, and she actually had the cheek to go around saying that she did not. HELL! pls just admit, dont act innocent? You know what, i would not hate anantha anymore she's not even worth it. Some other student of hers might love her but for me, she earn no respect from me AT ALL.
I dont find a need to leave a good impression of myself for someone like you. for the worst teacher award, you'll have my full vote.

2007-02-21T05:09:00.000-08:00

hah 5 more days!
Watch Epic Movie today.
quite funny but it seemed like i was the only one laughing.
brought a new phone, goodbye old phone!

LOVEEEEEE MY DEAREST BF (:

i know i have homework but i'm rly tired. Don't even have the energy to open up my bag. So its a
ABANDON HOMEWORK,
ABANDON HOMEWORK today!
hee

2007-02-20T06:59:00.000-08:00

the protege is a GOOD MOVIE
seriously! gu tain le is kinda wasted thou but still he is hot!
GO CATCH THE MOVIE! :D
saw %(&*$(#%&$* in town today, i waved and cant belive he just like ........... freak!

CHANGING PHONE TMR! jc is going to scold me for getting k800?.. aha you should know why. dont know? dont bother hah

school tmr, BORING!

2007-02-18T09:37:00.000-08:00

Dear Romeo, when will you save me from the pain that i'm in now?

2007-02-17T09:01:00.000-08:00

I hate it when he reply a one word message, be it msn, on the phone, i hate it! worse thing is, it wasnt even me whom messaged him first
getting tired of it.
what is he thinking ?
HELL!
and today was suppose to be ARGH!!!!! i have nothing to say about him.

i shall wait, still waiting but one day i might just give up but still i rly do hope before that day comes, you'd tell me so.

2007-02-16T07:01:00.000-08:00

i locked up my own mac how dumb can i be right! i forgot the password! now i have to go all the way down to orchard AGAIN! and change the dumb password!

lets have a countdown to the 28th! ((((((((((:
a promise for a promise.
i'm going mad! think the lacking of sleep is causing all this!
sinful day!

AND YES! edmond kind of talked to me HAH he called me an AH LIAN! i'm like huh? since when i became an AH LIAN!? so if he insist that i am, i'm a classy one! HAH! :/

He's feeling so down, it doesnt make me feel any better.
my eyes keep tearing and its not because i'm tired or anything, i just dont know why.

2007-02-15T05:21:00.000-08:00

HAPPY HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL! :D
I was the happiest lady EVER!
HIMMMMM ALLLLL THEEEEE WAYYYYY.

made him something, well practically my whole class helped though i did not sleep for 2 nights, yes i still was unable to finish it! I spent alot of time folding it for THEOTHERPERSON and to my dismay......%*^&#*&^(#$&@ ok i have no comments.
so yes i went out with him, went home to change first, he followed....and hahah
BEST DAY EVER! dad was home super early *onceinadecade and so dad saw him.
HAHA i said he was my classmate, how fake right, i know. so went down to town, vivo sentoa. Time flewwww :( went to take the train @ 11pm (dragging feets) he stays far and he send me ALLLL THEEE WAYYY HOMEEE. i was so so so so so so so so so so so so so so tired that i left something behind in the bus. SAD! :(( reached home @ 12am hah dad and mom had a tiff. because of me coming home late.
ah whatever, not entirely my fault too. :/

I LOVEEEE!

getting tired!
pictures:

FOR HIM :D

FOR ME ! :D

CLASS GIFT EXCHAGE! FUN! haha exchanged with an apple! Rose by ms wong

Spot your name? (: A very big sorry to those who did not receive your cookies, it was too fragile! :(

Fnally i see the big difference between a 2 mega pix and a 3.2
example the first pic with the others.
I WANT A NEW PHONE!
I WANT LOADS OF MONEY! :)
happy new year in advance to ALL!
LOVEESSSSS

2007-02-03T20:17:00.000-08:00

Loonnnnggggg time since i blogged yea.
i have time now so i shall blog :D
A little moody nowadays, i dont know why. notPMSplease.
totally broke down on friday, ok i shall not why its rly saddening anw all is fine now.
teachers are rly ironic. when i am quiet, they'll say therers something wrong with me. when i'm noisy they say that i am cocky. so on friday was , QISHENG's BIRTHDAY! our class went down to marina to have steamboat, bowling, pools and whatever.
it was rly very very fun!
GUESSWHAT! me ,jh, ah lam, kenglee and BINGHAN went to catch a late night movie. like rly late. my lastest ever. anw the main point was, BINGHAN went.
the theatre was SOOOOOO cold! howiwishjcwasthere i fell asleep for a while. reached home at 3.

the next day had CIP @ 8 in the morning! till ard 4
After CIP me jh bao jo mao ahlam rina stayed back in school to play pool, monkey and one-touch SUPER FUN&FUNNY!
i suck at pool what do you expect, my first few times playing.
mao keep asking me to go home and EMO. lol

kuan has been absent for 2 whole days &
the weekend!
WOW I MISS HIS LAMEEE JOKES!

damn it!
history tmr! HELL I HATE HISTORY!

having flu now.BAD!

2007-02-01T23:44:00.000-08:00

2007-01-22T06:41:00.000-08:00

I HAVE THE CUTEST BF ON EARTH!
ok i know he dislike chinese, so i sent him a chinese prank msg? ah those lame ones
it states someting like : in chinese ' call me, something urgent to tell you.. SCOLL DOWN well you should know what is stated down there right. STANDRED. you've been prank.
EVEN I UNDERSTOOD THAT MESSAGE!
but my dearest BF actually told me donest know how to read!
anw, LOVES MY BF EVER!

<3333333333333333333333333333 -JC! :D

tons of homework left undone :/ cant be borthered....today.

2007-01-10T23:09:00.000-08:00

I'll grit my teeth, grin and bear it.
3 more days!
wthwthwthwth
WHYWHYWHYWHYHWYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHY?!
its so.............................wtf
IDONTWANTYOUTOLEAVE!
why do you want to tell me only now? what difference would it make?
goodbye, WHATEVER.

2007-01-08T01:09:00.000-08:00

Its been long since i blogged DUH, due to my laziness.
I hate school! I dont want to go back to school.
if I were given a chance, I want to be home schooled!
-no more revolting and undesirable sights
-no more sounding of alarms EAARLY in the morning

went out with jw and amanda to ps. on friday
GOT A ADIDEEE BAG! haha
now i know how difficult isit to earn money I rly do.
I stood for 30 hours selling ice cream for this bag.

I MISS - LIKE SUPER HELL MUCH! he'sworking&hasnotimeforme!
I WILL WAIT TILL MARCH (((: HAHAHA
havent seen him for TWO WHOLE DAYS!
NO FAIR asked you to wait but you didnt care! arr

ARR! I HATE THIS BLOG! i cant even state anything that i want to without others telling me what to do/commenting.
I CANT BLOG ON CERTAIN THINGS BECAUSE I DONT EVEN KNOW IF THAT HIM/HER IS READING
i've decided that I shall change the url
screweduppeoplelikeyou,unwanted&unwelcomedcausesmeirritationSTAYOUTKEEPCLEARSCAM!

JUST SO YOU KNOW = YOU'RE IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEVER DID LIKE YOU, WONT LIKE YOU . NOT NOW, NOT EVER STOP TRYING. OH SHUT UP ALREADY

I'm going crazy, -------------------WWHHHHHHEEERRRRRREEEE AREREREREREREEEEE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

2007-01-02T01:09:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CLARENCE (((((((:
HAPPY 2007 to me, I LOST MY PHONE! thank you! (:
well this probabely means that i should forget my past and move on for a better futrue.
i'm not going to give myself any new year resolutions. so not as to stress myself , not feeling down if not met HAH
I LOVE MY BF! :DD
but my all so loveable bf WENT CLUBBING AFTER *goingtoaplacewhereyouyoungsterscantgo* WHAT?! with his frinzs . DONT SMOKE!
network is so cocked up yesterday. HORRIBLE! so if you did not receive my msg to you, i did try to send but maybe you just didnt get it.. either that or i dont know your number ):

IN 2006

jan- sam & ray were born :D , that revolting uncle that i met at the bus stop. / it all started on the 30th jan
feb- valentines. CONDOMS FOR BEARS HAH / 17 feb
march- LINLONG POPED OUT. :/ /14th 19 , band concert DARREN IS DAHING :D 25 fishing & da police demanded for IC.... /26
april- /2nd ((: written happiest day? i dont know why . 6th april eric and mingru 11th, bec's obsessions for taizhong starts
may- dont know
june- dont know
july- did some rly bitchy stuff? i know i got off my braces some time there. before 11th july
aug- harold, weilong? dont know
sep- was this the time where i let myself be on holiday 2 weeks? dont know
oct- exams period
nov- o lvls. MY BIRTHDAY with yk got my RED ELMO(: WORK WORK WORK
dec- met - .got my rly expensive wallet REALLY EXPENSIVE! spent my wonderful christmas with - (: WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK (: &&&&& HHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

= askmeoutagainbutILOSTMYPHONEdontrememberhisnumberbutevenifIhadhisnumberandeverything,Iwontgofirstlyits-SR! wellifIspendmymomentofcountdownwithhim,wouldnthethinkthewrongway
ONE THING LEARNT NEVER FALL FOR YOUR FRIEND'SBFOREXBF! SINFUL!

i'm so not ready for school, have not get my school stuff yet, going to take my time to hunt for shoes, bags pencil cases with my upcoming pay! (: worst thing is 5A is going to be pathetic, as already is, its gonna be worse! I'M GONNA MISS MY CLASSMATESSS! ESPNING!

2006-12-28T12:00:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENGLEE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FABIAN my lovely brother :P

long lonnnnggg time since i blogged.
ok lets talk about christmas!
christmas eve went to orchard.
HAH fun. but i think the people this year were either lazy or what.
many are missing ! went vivo maybe?
if i am not wrong thwere was people singing canto songs
LOL
very little were playing snow spray compared to the last.
AND yes! some idiots were kicking water! GROW UP!
all the people smoking. acting cool?
went with -, all his friends are smokers. ok including him butformysakehewasnt lol
his friend was quite nice la, he offered a ride on his bike. go for a spin on his bike.
BUT-DOESNTALLOW
he keep saying that his friend is a reckless driver. HAHA
went home quite early *WORKONCHIRSTMASDAMN!, mrt was packed like dont know what
ate anderson's ice cream. the yogurt SUCKS! rum and rasin & mango is nice though :D

chirstmas another half day of work. NO OT SOMEMORE! lol jk
after work went to orchard. there was a kind of parade?
nothing special actually, just all the deco placed on the sides of orchard road placed in the middle.
started to drizzle. the rain is a FUN SUCKER!
went to the back of cine again, yes the bike gang was there again, showing off their bikes.
ate ice cream again! Swensens

BRAVISSIMO STILL HAS THE BEST ICE CREAM! no kidding! HAH

dont remember what happened next, only know there is alot of working.

movies watched
-cinderella [dont watch a dumb waste of money! but girls if you want to find a reason to hug your bf this is it. some sence are gross! :D]
-saw ||| [ not much trill anymore but yes gross loads of blood]
-night of the museum [ funny movie for all ages! LOL ]
-The Curse Of The Golden Flower [ movie is alright, j died! HAH he looks very hideous in the movie!]

= asked me out LIKE HUH?
i cant belive it.
we cannot be anything more than friends.
i know, i dont want him to be the second '''''
because i hate ''''' like hell , yes not dislike but hate.

getting a new phone. please tell me which one! hah
k800
w810i
D900
damn blogger cant upload the pics.

2006-12-22T18:54:00.000-08:00

LET HIM GO? CONFIRMATION firstly I want to say I already have.
Whereas you never did let her go! So now who are you to tell me to let him go
I dont understand what else you want me to say.
Seriously I dont even know WHO are you talking about.
All you ever cared about are your ***** so when did I ever matter to you
Having a friend who you think is rational and reminds you of the practical things in life, is good, SOMETIMES
I mean we all need to be reminded of the simplicity of it all.
But what I dont appreciate, however, is when Im at my most down and out, people coming over to prod me and cause further injury.
Yeah, kick to test and see if Im still alive.
HELLO, in case you dont already know, THAT DOESNT WORK. It just causes more injury.
Thank you very much for NOTHING.

all the madness casting on me is making me feel weary
I wanna escape this mental confinement
Im losing everything thats vulnerable to me.
WHERE IS MY SWAT TEAM

I NEED A CHILL PILL
a dozen would be good

2006-12-20T00:42:00.000-08:00

I love jc----- SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!
i suspect something. i'm allergic to school either that i'm allergic to someone that i've seen in school.
i havent had flu for quite sometime but today, that virus looked me up again.
After work, i asked my mom to come down to send me home. The sneezing, it was unbearable!
As i was walking in J8 to help leslie look for that girl, i saw a person that looked so familiar
SMILING AT ME :D
And yes, my fav fav person came just and brought me an umbrella. All the way from jurong(:
So as we were walking home from the MRT station, which he suggested, the rain got heavier
he was drenched from top to toe. so we went under a void deck (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
suddenly realized that i dropped the ring that wl gave me. GREAT!
- promises to get one back for me! HAHA
HAPPY DAY!
I LOVE MY - :D

2006-12-18T07:43:00.000-08:00

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU. I HATE EVERYTHING THATS HAPPENING NOW. TODAY IS NOT MY DAY YOU IDIOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STOP COMMANDING ME TO DO THINGS DELETE THIS THAT, I DONT NEED THIS SHIT FROM YOU ALL. I DESERVE NOTHING OF THAT FROM YOU . ITS MY BLOG YOU DONT JUST BUDGE AND TELL ME WHAT TO DO. I'M NO LONGER THAT OLD ELIN THAT YOU USED TO TOY WITH.
i dont kneo how am i aoing to go through sec5 i felt that i jjudy lost my best friend thgat all allong i've confide inn. dont get the wrong idea jas jw ws amanda melissa bec its not that you all arent mmy friend. its just that i'm not prepared . i have not once thought that ning wouldnt make it/ if i were able to trn back time and knew this was going to happen, i weould have forced her to study. this sucks! i dont even ewant to correct the words that i've typed wrongly. no mood at all. i feel as if someone has just died,
the importance of friends you'll nebver unferstand until you lose one/
ignored everyone talking to me online even - i cant belive it
worst day ever

2006-12-17T02:27:00.000-08:00

I LOVE TODAY!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH
firstly, i worked till 1am today so i earned more money HAH
then, THERE WAS THIS SUPER CUTE GUY.
not rly rly cute but the cutest there! cutest guy i've seen so far. (:
and -----------------------------------------
YOU'RE DUMB! nvm i love dumb people. ALMOSTthewholeday
while working, started to gossip so i found out
alan; pauline
ivy; BAORONG
ok ivy i know your so going to kill me.
but..nah i wont care. for now(:
i'm sleepy, *yawns GOODNIGHT!

2006-12-14T01:57:00.000-08:00

GIRLS OBVIOUSLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND GUYS AND SAME GOES THE OTHER WAY!
I think I rly have should say something.
Guys, do not think that you can just make your way back with a girl after a break up. There are reasons why girls would break up with guys, or the other way. Your just gonna irritate and become plague. So yes, just move on.
Ok though some cases are different. Like, hmm, the girl doen't move on , the guy falls for that ex of his again. Dont pin your hope that your broken relationship would turn out that way too. My opinion dont! Reason being, both the guy and the girl would be called losers behind backs. So if you're one of those couples, you've been called a loser :D
NOTE: friends, DO NOT ENCOURAGE! nor discourage. UNLESS you know both parties in and out. And you know for sure *110% that... you know what I mean.
- went for job interview alrd AH damn sad! and AND, its the same building as ning & hj. I so dont want - to get it! :P BUT IF - rly gets it, NING! i make it a point to visit *you at work everyday! HAH :D

when i'm down you're there
when i'm happy you're there
when i'm mad you're there
when i'm depressed you're there
WHAT I RLY WANT IS YOU BEING HERE and not THERE!
I MISS YOU!
how could i ever tell you

2006-12-12T01:31:00.000-08:00

since - isnt talking to me or anything I have decided to cough out somethings that i've done recently.
mostly today.
HAHA
- is being SWEETER and SWEETER ,ok I think i'm just lucky! (: SMILES!

I want to go SHOPPING!
HO HO HO! I hope I see some pretty stuff. Nothing fancy caught my eye as I walked around Marina Square after work in hopes of cheering myself up with a little bit of retail therapy. I even walked into Giant thinking maybe I could buy some fruits home. SEE, I was that desperate. HAHA ok actually me and - wanted to see the bravissimo franchise at marina. Unfortunately, to no avail. I know whom to drag shopping already. HAHAHA! I bet he's even more excited than I am. LOL! But that's what makes a good shopping buddy! (: talking about Marina Square. I hate the ladies there! - made a total joke out of it. i'll get him!

I dont understand why people say Happy Feet is nice. I think it's a ridiculous show. I mean the animation is really cute and all that. The fella who donned the blue suit with funny electrical markers on it was an AWESOME tap dancer. But what I hated about the show was the part when they made the human world and the animals come together, ie. have the animals go into the human world and vice-versa. They actually used REAL humans in the show. And for me, the using of real humans in a so-called kids' movie just spoiled the entire magic of a computer generated show. They even dealt with issues pertaining to the ban of fishing. Sure it's educational but they could have probably used CG humans (like those in Ice Age) instead of real humans! like HUH?
I dont know about you, but movies are a sort of escape from reality. When you enter a theatre, you expect to be enchanted by worlds beyond. I mean where in the world would you be able to hear animals talking like real humans do? And if you want to keep the magic in a story, stick to the point of view you started with. Dont go adding other factors into the show. At least that'll make it somewhat believeable. If you want to make it a "documentary" of sorts or autobiography of someone (Take Step Up), then well, use all the humans you want.

Most recently discovery! An excess of Vitamin D would lead to the peeling of skin! A conclusion that - had drawn! HAHAHA i was drinking water then, almost had it 'sprayed' all over him! HAHAHA the stern look. I just can't help and do anything but laugh. almost laughed my guts out!

i've rly blabbed alot today.
unless you would want me to continue? The Techniques Of Scooping Icecream! :D i'd rather not!

2006-12-08T00:55:00.000-08:00

My blogspot dashboard is cocked up!

today is a day to remember! (: when SHOPPING is mentioned, its somewhat invigorating! no matter how restless i am. serious!
- accompanied me to buy stuff.
i just wanted to spend money! so we roamed from there to here and here to there.
i rly ran out of brands to buy. for bags & wallets
SO - gave me recommendations.
today was the first day i walked into all the branded boutiques!
when i mean branded, i dont rly mean roxy.
because roxy has became the new OP!
i meant Versace, Salvatore Valentino, Gucci..... you should know what i mean right.
Both me and - were ignored.
everytime we walked into one boutique, they'll give that 'oh please dont waste my breath explaining to you, you dont look like you'll buy anything so scam!'
thats how i feel.
my legs were breaking! DO NOT UNDER ESTIMATE GUYS! they do shop! i like shopping with - ! haha
Got my first designer wallet!!
from agnes b YAY and i am broke! haha
next month's pay, GETTING MY DREAM PAPILIO(:
& many many other stuff of cos!
- has got me into branded goods which is a bad thing!
HE IS A BAD INFLUENCE!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
- made a promise! A promise that he promises to keep.

yesterday, WL got me my belated birthday present
I LOVE IT TY(:
today CR got me a necklace
I LOVE IT TOO!
people are just being so nice to me!

Oh anw 10 more days to N lvls result
my nails are ^*#^%! breaking here and there. totally history!

2006-12-06T01:00:00.000-08:00

nothing much to say.
i have nothing to talk to you anymore
whydragtimeyourlydeservebetteri'mgoodbutjustbetterhaha!
just move on without me!

remembers:
laughed; cried; shopped; gossiped; tanned; burned; peeling
damn gross! i'm peeling like a snake now.
went out shopping today then ya as usual brought a few things
then went out with - whom went for job interview *dontgetthejobpls!
- is charming like... ! haha obsessions starts now!
anw, GOT MY PAY TODAY! (:

2006-12-02T23:32:00.000-08:00

The 5 and a half days was the worst!
it felt like years . missed EVERYTHING!
15 days and gone again for 2 weeks! aww
can i do anything or say anything to make you stay?
NOTHING!
I MISS HIM I MISS HIM I MISS HIM I MISS HIM I MISS HIM I MISS HIM I MISS HIM
aww, but whats the point.
those promises? for some reason i rly hope they're for me.
BUT HOW DO I TELL YOU!?
Please just tell me!
I'M WAITING!

2006-12-02T13:33:00.000-08:00

PAIN PAIN PAIN!!!
went fishing yesterday had a hell of a time :D i had fun
caught SIX fishes! i'mGOOD! haha
i had a 'GREAT TAN' too till the extent that i'm sreaming in pain right now!
my cousin says i am as red as a crab. HAHA
never been tanned to this extent before!
aww kind of regretted. nvm you wont understand the feeling
going to work ltr, i dont know how to go through it.
my whole body is heating up like #&^$!@

few days back met ning and hj @ work. haha they two are rly funny people!
getting results on the 18 dec hmm which is like 16 days from now.
DOOMS DAY!

PICTURES TAKEN ON BOARD:

THATS ALL FOLKS(:

2006-11-29T00:40:00.000-08:00

ITS THE 28th
yk is no where to be found :/
---------------------------------------------------
MEET UP WITH LONG LOST FRIENDS TODAY! (:
this is how my day went:
amanada, working buddy haha in other words colleague @ 11 plus
worked till 6
strolled ard till 7 called up jas
met jas, melissa soon aft(:
mac; swing*almost vomitted ;arcade
melissa and jas went home
me&amanda hung ard and decided to ring ning up
came down stairs, talked talked bla bla :D
amanda went home
me & ning went to look for hj
he got his 500+ pay check
learnt from him that ah ben has SUCH GREAT FRIENDS
to an extent that one of them *themaliciousone! even said he went to other countries.
FINALLY, home @ 12.15am

I LOVE MY PART-TIMERS! heh :D:D:D
ESP *$^%&#)#&%^

2006-11-27T19:14:00.000-08:00

my tongue tied-ness continued today
its getting worse, now, i give the wrong amount of change to costumers!
a small cup, i key in reg cup.
VOID VOID VOID! home pack reg, i thought is small cup.
i think cindy must be thinking 'WHAT IS SHE DOING?'
VEXED! i'm feeling lousy now!
plsdontmakemefallforyou

2006-11-26T01:34:00.000-08:00

WHEN ELIN MEETS YK=DUMB MEETS DUMBER!
LOL
*out of courtesy* yk sent me home from work today.
he lead the way, i was just following.
unknowingly, i was @ the busstop. he actually asked
'no 853 here?'
like %&^$*#! it hit me, finally realized that i m there
i did tell him that i want to take the train! *ithinkso
+since when there was a bus 853 there?
laughed like mad.
cant belive i walked a overhead bridge unknowingly!
so ya walked over to the control station
saw the train to MARINA BAY coming in 3 min so i asked yk to hurry. *suppose to take the train to jurong
i actually took out my posb card and started tapping.
omfg good thing there wasnt many people behind.
i saw people rushing for the other train *the train which i'm suppose to be on
i was like why still got so many people going to town? its so late alr
was rly jaded. even the 2 mins was gold to me.
guysshouldersarebesttolieon(:ESPyourboyfriend!
went on the train WOW GOT SEATS AT THIS TIME? first time ever!
and i still thought to myself,
ah i think people dont like going home at 11 they like to catch last train
LOL! i'm now wondering if i was braindead and cant belive yk kept quiet all this time!
the PA system in the tain said next stop..*music from yk 's player started playing
i fell asleep :D *next stop orchard
LIKE WTF why am i at this direction?!!!!!!!
i asked yk, we started laughing like mad again and
he said he thought i wanted to take the train to marina bay so i could get a sit.
ok i always do that, but i had no intention to do that today. not when i am at bishan mrt station
can you find another person that's as dumb?
NO YOU NEVER WILL!
i dont get what i am doing these days.

i'm drained. i'm broke
yk's broke*he claims,lol!

2006-11-24T23:23:00.000-08:00

I dont know what happened to me! i'm feeling dead blurr at work.
dont know what filled my mind. everything i'm saying feels like a tongue twister! everfeltthisway?
some exaples from my wonderful memory *laughs!
a costumer came over and ask clarence what is sorriso * he said chocolate ice cream w hazelnuts
i actually heard stracciatella *wrong spelling whatever
i said NO! i think the costumer was shocked, clarence was to
then ya after 2 sec i realize that i was &*%^&#^%*&($^@
i wanted to dig a hole and jump in it.
keep telling costumers that the ice cream cost $3.30 actual cost $3.20
like wtf dont know what got into me!
wendy called regarding the redeemed free ice cream card.
she had some doubts.
i swear its not me!
i had been buying ice cream * which i brought w cash for lunch/dinner the past few days
and i'm kind of sick of it.
NOT ME! lol :D

yk was suppose to go to m'sia on thursday postpone to today then to monday!
caught step up today! i'm dead slow, alright ANYTHING!
LOVE THE LEAD ACTOR Tyler also known as Simon poland?
he is smoking hot! ahaha!
he was the reason why i wanted to watch the movie. it was worth it! (:
Going to watch C.R tmr! the PERSON whom booked the tickets is the smartest! *moron
hmm i wont say why :D

i dont know why but i'm feeling damn guilty now, even thou.....
NOT MY FAULT! i didnt do anything wrong ! seriously!
i'm feeling guilty like &*^#*@

GOD is he talking about me? IS HE IS HE? his nick is disturbing
everything thing that is written could be linked to me.
LIKE HUH!

in a shitty mood.
HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY! AHHHHHH!
i need more sleep :/

2006-11-23T18:49:00.000-08:00

Back from work.
hmm, worked with louis today.
REAL FUNNY!
ok if you're a bravissimo colleague of mine.
PLEASE DO NOT TELL WENDY OR COLEMAN! lol
Both of us were like dead bored. not even one cup of ice cream sold from 10-1
we did all the maintence and like everything,
took out the icecream too, for transfer @ 11.30am[mango and sorriso]
WHILE WAITING for the ice cream to defrost ..........
we decided to play [minesweeper]
got so so so engrosed into that game.
aft MANY MANY tries louis got best time for beginner 17 sec*tyco*
@ 1 finally our first customer came! she wanted to buy hazelnut.
hazelnut was as hard as DIAMONDS *lol so..
i took it [hazelnut icecream] out turned around and sawwwwww.
MY MELTING ICECREAM! 1&half hours of defrost! i called out to louis.
the both of us started laughing!!!
phew the sorriso wasnt that bad, but mango was deformed!
BLAH BLAH BLAH
shall, not continue LOL
ANW WE DID NOT THROW THE ICECREAM AWAY dontworry :D
horrible day!

Replied tags:

ys: yongshen? LOL you wish!! :D

byy:GOD you must be kidding me. i'd rather give the money to the charity than to this family. you should know better

jas:HAHA JAS! YES(:

2006-11-22T20:53:00.000-08:00

hmm, so i didnt go to work today.
WAS SICK!
anw, thanks ivy for helping me take over today's shift
dont get the chance to work with leslie ahhhhhhh.
LOL but theres louis tmr.
hahaha i'm enjoying work like #*%&
i've earned at least $500! yay
i dont know what am i going to do with my pay hmm..

i want to go to sentosa!
BUT all my girlfriends can't seem to have time to go out.
HAIS!
and that *& arrr!
going to places w/o me ):

2006-11-20T09:21:00.000-08:00

ok so i had quite an interesting day at work.
A NEW COMER
CLARENCE LYE
haha everyone was so so so so so excited, *correct word?
to know how he looks like.
TO ME, he is a uber uber uber nice (:
working with him on friday again! YES :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAHA

HEH, NYK
STILLYES! i hate you for not telling me
but still at thesametimeLO*&N%you.
it disturbs me that you're being so nice.
LOL

2006-11-17T23:56:00.000-08:00

HAPPY SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY JOLYN(:

yk is totally ignoring me :/ i think
first ever time he sent me such a message.
GREAT! i know, no point saying sorry. no point crying over spilt milk right?
but seriously you had your friends. i'm sure you dont need me.
i dont want to be the one that 'gets all your attention again'.
for once i'm showing you a less clingy side of me *howcrap*
BUT.........hais you dont see it.
FAILUREFAILUREFAILURE! i am the one, not you.
i had my reasons, you don't want any. so be it

-----------------------------------------------
some happy stuff(:
some pictures.

some things that i got for my b'day(: THANKS EVERYONE! butmoretocomeHAHAHA :D
the ice cream pic was taken from the new brunch BRAVISSIMO in j8.
HEY! do come over! (: 10% will be given *myfriends* HAHA :/
lastly that lovely book. something that yk almost got for me HAHAHA! ironic uh!

worked a freaking 12 hr shift today.
ok there is an extra 6 hr, may not even get OT. but NEVERMIND! helping out was fun!
got work tmr...STILL
so bye people!

2006-11-14T01:01:00.000-08:00

ATTENTION
This post is to my sister,

the MOST WONDERFUL thing ever.
i'm rly sorry for being SSSSOOOOOOO retarded for dragging your i pod on the road.
i'm so sorry that you have to sit through tomorrow's chemistry paper knowing that YOUR IPOD was dragged on the road by your all so retarded sister. i'm SSOOOO SORRY!
After tonight's incident i finally know how worthless i am to you.
i'm just somone thats not worth more than a $500 ipod to you. A disgrace to all your friends, pull down.

In case if you didnt know, i was rollarblading and i fell.
it wasnt intentional.
when i came down from upstairs, you looked at me and said dumbass.
i knew nothing nice could come from you.
But the way i saw you look at me made me felt that you thinking this way:
'omg i hope she had a great fall, YES the retarded fell and at least her legs are bleeding or else my ipod would be the only thing that got hurt, that would be so unfair to my ipod!'
to your dismay, i'm not dead yet.
just to make you feel happier.. the wound is swollen and its hurting like CRAP! oh yup little stones went into the wound as i was too retarded that not only did i drag your ipod on the rough surface of the newly paved road, i dragged myself along. (:
YAY MY SISTER'S SO RETADED!

Do not blame me for rather confiding in your friend than you. because to you. i'll always be that loser, that retard.
whatever i do , say would sound dumb to you.
Even buying you a birthday present, i got scolded by you.
'yining, you're super dumb la, buy such a big slipper for what. still go all the way to orchard to buy, should have brought it in woodlands right. now i have to wait my time to go all the way down to orchard'
you didnt know this but i spend 4 hours walking around orchard thinking of what to get for you. i must make sure that the thing i'm getting you wont make you say that i'm a loser 'wasting money'. yk says you're not worth it. And now i see what he meant.

first pay i got, i decided to buy ice cream back.
not a single thank you frpm you instead
'WHY DIDN'T YOU BUY LARGE SO LITTLE EAT SHIT AH?'
i thought the flavours i brought back would be to your liking. NOT EVEN CLOSE
This you have taught me
NEVER THINK OF OTHERS. THINK OF YOURSELF DONT BE DUMB BE NICE TO YOURSELF. ESP NOT TO YOUR FAMILY. NO ONE IS WORTH IT EXCEPT YOURSELF.

so thanks for making known how worthless i am,
THanks for reminding me once over and over again how retarded spastic stupid dumb i could be
It definately makes me feel good that my sister sees me this way.
'yining dont ever enter a jc A lvl..............oh wait i forgot, you cant *smiles*'
x) THANKS SO MUCH!
after hearing that made me feel proud of myself! i feel so good of myself

ANYONE TELL ME WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE A WONDERFUL SISTER LIKE THIS? YES!(: dont envy me i know.. i'm lucky

2006-11-13T21:37:00.000-08:00

last night,
i had a very weird dream.
dreams are not real right.
some part of me wants it to be but the other disagrees.
i m just thinking too much.
VEXED!

2006-11-12T23:22:00.000-08:00

I ENJOYED MY DAY OUT(:
happybirthdaytome haha.
lunched at olio, dinner at marche?
watched a NC16 movie at CATHAY, like finally :D
AND HAHAHAHAHAHA
bottom line. i'mmadlyinlovewithykandallmyfriends(:

so i rly want to thank all of you:
yk & friends joycelyn marus, mom, ning, jacqueline, felicia, dad, liyan,
mayi, jaslyn, sandy, roystein, linus, thomas, brother, dave, weesan,
rebecca(kind of) , sis, amanda, melissa, shengrong, darren, nicole,
ivy, weilong&gf, sheena, waimun, cathay guy (david), harold, shawn
weixuan, andrew, jasmine, eleanor, daryl, jiahui, sabriya, joseph, houjun, leonard & fabian

i hope i did not miss out anyone!!
GOOD NIGHT.

13 nov
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARENCE
jas&fu's happy 2 years!
OMG! commitment(:

2006-11-04T20:27:00.000-08:00

A BELATED MEGA :D
2nd nov
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEONARD(:

Few days of working and hmm, lots of juicy news in da building! HAHA
i have very nice co workers! (:
And i cant belive it! I was working today, this aunty called me AUNTY.
That old women told her child, the AUNTY SAYS NO, refering to me.
like WTF? too crude? whatever.

WAS going out today
but WAS too tired.
WAS actually going home to rest a while
finally WAS too tired to even move anymore.
so CANCELLED! No doubt, I'm sorry mrdearestlol :D
nothing to say anymore

EVERYONE HAPPY WORKING!!

2006-11-01T02:57:00.000-08:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN! saw many lil ghost in town today! some rly looked hideous :\
ROUND 2 OF The Prestige TODAY @ marina!
that place is rly like a FREEZER! goodthingihadmythaw-er x)
Anw caught it once few days back.
TERRIFIC SHOW!
Its a must watch!
2 hour plus movie.
paying 9.50 or what so ever is worth it.
getyourbftopayofcos! :D

ANYWAY! ITS THE FIRST OF NOV!
GNIN DNA SY tsrif htm

I want to watch a movie at vivo GOLD CLASS! HINTS* HEH
NILELOVESKY(:

2006-10-31T00:15:00.000-08:00

MY LEGS ARE BREAKING FROM THE STANDING. butitsallworthwhile(:
Had a great quarrel with my purse, it disagrees with everything i want to buy!
either someone slashed it or stole my money
just coming up with SPASTIC excuses .

going to sleep now.

2006-10-30T11:56:00.000-08:00

FORGOT to mention, hmm before i went to town on sat.
I SAW HOT GUYS! At suntec
ok they look cute and hot! :D
not just random guys ok roaming ard. they're modeling for something and i forgot what was it alrd :\
I SAW THE GAY NUM BOSS! he's old and blading HAHA!
i see the reason why the two gays broke up!
heard from my cousin that they will STRIP! onlythetopwhatyouthinking?!
but it was too late and i had to go. SOOOOOOOOOO too bad i missed the show .

HAPPY 28 months TO SAN AND XUAN
i always thought that students from ai tong and chongfu would be enemies? hmmmm
JOKING YOU TWO(:

went for my cousin's wedding yesterday and celerbrated my aunt's b'day
it was a fun day yesterday.

I HAVE WORK TODAY! ok i assume its going to drain me.

themorehelikesher
theevenmoreshe'lllikehim
hmmmmlove!!

2006-10-28T09:13:00.000-07:00

BUSY BUSY DAY! (:
but even as so i'll still always have the time to say

I LOVE YK! HAPPY HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA**

catch a glimpse of him thou........ the shelves.
HOW PATHETIC IS THAT
made me look like a complete stalker/phyco
[you dont belive me uh, hmm a white shirt cant see the pants thou]
HAPPY MUGGING, AMOUR AMOUR AMOUR

2006-10-27T16:04:00.000-07:00

although i like guys that are older BUT 17 years?
HELLO MR UNCLE AGED 33 WAKE UP!
lol its time for you to get married, not mingle ard anymore
i'm not prepared to get married.
even if i was, NOT TO YOU, not even if you're like prince william rich!
BESIDES,i'mcontentedwiththeoneandonlyyk(:

Little note to mr old uncle:
Its time for you to go for some english lessons.
And sorry i do not give english lessons

ONEMOREDAY ONEMOREDAY! (:
281006

Never Date an Aquarius

Freaky, unconventional, and downright strange - it's likely that any Aquarius will weird you out.
And if you do happen to fall for an Aquarius, you'll probably find them too emotionally distant to connect with.

Instead try dating: Cancer, Pisces, Capricorn, or Virgo

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

i wasnt expecting this result..
hmmm WIERD!
WHERES LIBRA?? HAHAHAHAHA

2006-10-26T17:52:00.000-07:00

ELIN'S perfect day(:
wont be able to go out with yk on sat ):
MY FIRST DAY OF WORK; OUR FIRST HAHAHA
So, the day after tomorrow was brought forward today!
Was late, the movie did not wait for me. ah too bad. It was the bus fault.
Lunched at pasta cafe. the pasta there is definately better than pizza huts'
Received my most wonderful HAHAHA

PICTURE:

I LOVE THE BEAR notmorethanyou. finally your all so paranoid worries cleared uh(:
you must really love the pair of HAHAHA too right :D

Went to Kinokuniya to search for MY BOOK. FOUND. FINALLY! (:
After book store , went to PS intended to catch a movie there. No luck
Yk was 'tired' which means .... HAHAHA
NEXT DESTINATION HOME

Thou its short but i'll remember.

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Some days back:

HERES A SUPER GROSS PICTURE. CLICK ^TO ENLARGE PICTURE! haha

Was rollar blading and i saw this! Not a pretty sight!
POOR FROG!

This poor frog maybe the one that WAS in my garden every night before the accident.
Because after that night of the spotted accident, it never appeared in my garden anymore.
Poor thing ):

2006-10-25T19:12:00.000-07:00

1. Start Time: 1821 pm
2 .Name: Elin
3. Nickname: -
4. If u were a skittle what color would yoube?: green, love the apple flavour(:
5. Chinese Zodiac: horse
6. Horoscope: scropio
7. Hair color: black+ few strands of brown?
8. Eye color: black/brown? i dont know
9. Height: i dont know i dont want to know lol
10. Favorite Color: WHITE!
11. Glasses?: nope, lucky me :D
12. Braces?: D.O.B- days of braces ARE GONE GONE GONE! haha
13. Piercing/tattoos: had a few but now just contented with TWO(: tattoos? noway unless done at *miami inks
14. Pet: 2 hamsters( blackie; rollar coaster)
15. Area code: 7697**

******HAVE YOU EVER******
17. Cut your own hair?: hmm, nope.
18. Did you do something in the past month that you regret?: last month nope(:
20. Hugged someone who isn't ur g/f or b/f?: YES, are you that loyal? lol
21. Skipped school?: hmm, right now having my self proclaimed holidays(: <- sounds better right
22. Bungee jumped?: I WANT TO!
23. jump off a building?: I WANT TO!
24. Dumped someone?: hmmm**
25. Been arrested?: By whom?
26. TP'd someone's house?: I WANT TO. but who's house to do it to? not so popular in singapore.
27. Won something?: YES!
30. Been rejected?: ughh...
31. Been to a funeral?: ahh, yes.
32. Used a lighter?: Who hasn't?
33. Been on stage?: yes, band performances

*****FAVORITE*****
34. Season: WINTER, love that weather :D
35. Food: ALMOND!
36. Ice cream flavour: VANILLA ; YOGURT
37. School subject: Food and nutrition
38. Person: hmmm*(:(:(:
41. Book: The last vampire, sidney sheldon. WANTS nicole richies'
42. Movie: DEVIL WEARS PRADA! :/
43. Song: right now, korean songs (weird uh) , call me when you're sober
44. Park: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
45. State: hmm, i dont know. Haven't been around the world.
46. Place: BLK 362 hees(:
47. Sport to watch: i dont like watching sport, if i had to choose one, tennis?
49. Bands/musicians: no particular.
50. Letter: who still does this. i'm not that romantic aha.
51. Restaurant : i expect alot. sooo, hmm. Chimes is good thou(:
52. Cartoon Character : kim possible(:
53. TV Station: oo many.
54. Name for a son : peter
55. Name for a daughter: mary

******DO YOU PREFER******
56. Chocolate or Vanilla?: Vanilla!
58. Long relationships or short?: That depands.
59. Dogs or cats: DOGS! [hate cats. disgusting; useless creatures]
60. Scary movies or comedies: Scary movies, trilling has my vote definately.
61. Short hair or long: dont know
62. Croutons or bacon bits: croutons!
63. Kissing or hugging: d i really have to pick one? haha :/

****FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND****
64. Mexicans: chilli
65. School: friends
66. Grass: flowers
67. Cow: white
68. Canada: pizza
69. Mouse: small
70. Hands: HAHAHA(:

******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******
71. Watched a movie?: no
72. Talked on the phone?: yes
73. Cried?: no
74. Threw up?: i'm not sick
75. Drank a glass of water?: yes
76. Done Drugs?: no
77. Read a book or magazine?: no
78. Watched TV?: am now
79. Looked in the mirror: yes
80. Taken a shower: yes
81. Taken a picture: yes
82. Listened to music: yes
83. Kissed someone: no
84. Missing someone: every minute :D

I'm done at 1910 PM

ANY ONE THAT HASN'T DONE IT YET(:

2006-10-19T22:06:00.000-07:00

HAPPY SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY AMANDA, WEESAN, JASLYN, YONGSHENG AND JOEL(:

anyway WEESAN really sorry i cant join you people for the steamboat :\

I found something! haha
something that very important to me, i thought i lost it.
i hoped there was more to it, but there wasn't ugh at least theres something(:
was so so super happy when i saw it(:

I hate you not talking to me. i really do!

2006-10-18T14:54:00.000-07:00

i'm going to die of laughter! LOL

4 unknown people added me in msn. funny thing is that they are not singaporeans!
1 turkish
2 german
another one was too old for me to tak to. not singaporean too.

i talked to the turkish guy, he is not so good in english.

Sevgiden yoksun gelecekler için;zamanın acımasız kamçılarını sevgime doluyorum..... says: (2:34:57 PM)
you like coffee?

0208(: NINE Revenge is the new forgiveness says: (2:35:11 PM)
why would i dislike it?

Sevgiden yoksun gelecekler için;zamanın acımasız kamçılarını sevgime doluyorum..... says: (2:35:29 PM)
no no

Sevgiden yoksun gelecekler için;zamanın acımasız kamçılarını sevgime doluyorum..... says: (2:35:48 PM)
because

Sevgiden yoksun gelecekler için;zamanın acımasız kamçılarını sevgime doluyorum..... says: (2:35:59 PM)
ı m like coffee

Sevgiden yoksun gelecekler için;zamanın acımasız kamçılarını sevgime doluyorum..... says: (2:36:18 PM)
:D

0208(: NINE Revenge is the new forgiveness says: (2:36:23 PM)
you are like coffee? you are coffee?

Sevgiden yoksun gelecekler için;zamanın acımasız kamçılarını sevgime doluyorum..... says: (2:36:40 PM)
yes

ok i dont understand what he is trying to tell me at all. mis communication you see. cant take it anymore, so i deleted him and all the rest. before i did, i asked him how did he find out my e mail. he told me nicole told him . do i know a girl name nicole? and apparently, she is passing it ard?? what the hell?

2006-10-18T10:09:00.000-07:00

I lost money. thou its not alot. but please i'm not rich. i'm not as rich as SOME PEOPLE. they could just say ' why is she so angry over losing 10 BUCKS' FUCKYOU!!! i'm not like you, not as rich as you. Now to think of it both my sibalings are getting more, why should i only get $25 a week when i could get $30? i either get it or you dont get it with me.

i alrd know who took it actually. its so fucking obvious thats its my brother. HELLO COMMON SENSE! he is a lousy liar. *Anyway if you want to lie, dont lie infront of me. your lying skills are inferior to mine.
if YOU* are reading this, the reason why i am fuming, its because you know that person did it, but he denys and points back at you. his debate doesnt even fucking make sense!
And wait i cant belive he still wants to become a 'debater'. RIGHT! someone that cant even get his tense right in a normal conversation wants to be it. I'll become QUEEN then.

2006-10-17T17:37:00.000-07:00

WHERE IS MY NEXT EPISODE OF GREY'S ANATOMY. I WANT IT!
After watching this show, it makes taiwan drama look dumb :\

FISHING IS COMFIRMED ON 1st DEC(:

2006-10-16T00:02:00.000-07:00

A random quote. You would never know all the secrets of someone, thats what makes you interested.

Theres some RANDOM photos thats gotta'b uploaded. Too lazy now. TMR! (:
PLEASE be so jealous of me! Cant belive ELIN's GOT A JOB, i've got a great catch. haha as compared to the last.
12 more days!

living my life with hatred

keepingmymindoffyouisthehardestthingineededtodo! 11moredays(:(:(:

2006-10-15T21:47:00.000-07:00

Have not been updating for like FOREVER!

so i shall just blog what i remember.

oh YES! one of those days i dreamt OF THOMAS! whoo haha. it was the best dream of all. dont remember what happened but i know it was a super good dream.
while, ytd i just had the worst dream ever. i dreamt of that M, J and L. J was telling me what was written in HIS MESSAGES how super nice ok! good thing i woke up soon after.

AHHHH, ELIN'S GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If you still think its my fault then i'm just going to ignore you. seriously. ya , i'm sorry. whatever

ARRRRR, no mood to blog anymore

2006-10-13T06:17:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YK!!!

2006-10-09T23:50:00.000-07:00

Quarreled over a small small matter with yk in maple yesterday to think of it, its stupid. ok like since when are quarrels done intelligently? haha i will learn to trust N.YK! ELIN IS STUPID! hahaha
dont know why, but i'm playing maple again. i spent most of my time in that game! its just fun when theres a competition. thats how things are for me. i love competition! i make sure i win. haha! Won yk by one lvl! YES! (: thats because he stopped to study for his As:D WHHOOOO JIAYOU! in the mean time, theres no more going out. NOTING! i'm moping at home BLEAH :\ BORED!
oh ya not forgetting my sis, all the best to her too. AH just EVERYONE THAT I KNOW THAT ARE TAKING As THIS YEAR! GOOD LUCK! :D

SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP! BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE PEOPLE!

Elin constantly misses you, EVERYONE!(:
Yn LOVES Yk foreverandeverandever

2006-10-08T00:15:00.000-07:00

i dont like liars. dont make me hate you! dont lie to me.

2006-10-04T20:00:00.000-07:00

WEEE(:

2 more days to my new phone. what phone should i get? i wonder..* haha cant wait.

anw, about the papers. 2 words, i'm doomed!
i so cant wait to get my results ok! 'disappointment' is all i could say for now.
last paper on friday and YES HOLIDAYS! FUN . could alrd see me smiling :D

English paper; uhm, difficult? moderate, at least there wasnt any words that i didnt understand the meaning. (but if there was, i think i could just go jump of a building! and the dictionary shall become my best friend for the holidays) hees.

Maths paper 1; I SHOULD HAVE STUDIED! TOO LATE ):

Science chemistry, physics; I screwed up for the paper. Dont want to talk about it :\

HISTORY; WHAT THE HACK! the only subject that i really sat down to study! In the end some crappy questions came out! I GIVE UP HOPE ON THIS!

FOOD&NUTRITION; YES i love this subject. The only subject that i know i would not fail! so yes, the paper was somehow considered good. THUMBS UP FOR THIS! (:

the only reason i worte this post is to show JAS that i would still update! haha

Nowthatyou'reherei'vegoteverythingicouldeveraskfor.theresnothingintheworldthati'llwantanymore.NOTHING!(:
set the world spinning, counted to 28 and phoof*
aperfectdateintheBAHAMAS:DHAHAHA

2006-10-01T16:57:00.000-07:00

I seem to be the only one thats still so enthu in blogging lol!
look at bec, jas, wen, san.. LAZY! haha their all so into studying! (: right?
whereas me?
well words like elin and studying would seldom come together . have not studied a single thing. yay me
my self proclaimed 3 weeks holiday was merely just for fun :D
exams have not even started, i've alrd saw the end. LOL

hmm, so today, i went for a movie with yk, STAY ALIVE(: finally after begging him for 2 days! Was not planned to be watch with him, That someone would understand what i'm talking about. but then again, i enjoyed it with yk(: uhm, the movie like he said was phoney. I kind of agree? lol but some of the SUDDEN scenes scared me. it would be better if they showed more of the dead bodies! anw, i was like thinking, if i were to play this game, i think i would be the first to die! lol i'm like bad at such stuff. Right after that thought, yk said almost exactly what i thought. HAHA he knows me well. Overall, the movie was ok but not as good as expected(:

what you would show me is reality, what i've remembered are just merely illusions(:
THANKYOU!

2006-09-30T15:31:00.000-07:00

i thought i could take it. but i cant.
its not the feeling of like;love, miss, jealousy anymore. its more to the part where when i think of it, it disgust me.
i want to replace you with everything thats new. but those memories? just flashes through my mind everytime i go to the places that we've been before. Trust me i so want to forget everything about you.
But truthfully its difficult.
it really creeps me out, even when hugging someone else, you are there. OH GOD HELP ME?
I so hope that i do not see you ever again but, not possible.
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i'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorryi'msorry
yki'mreallysorry!

2006-09-29T01:25:00.000-07:00

finally blogspot's timing is editable! LOL! like to the right time.
A HICCUP FOR APPLEl! they sent this letter, apparentely, theres something wrong with the batteries for the laptop. it tend to overheat.. only for one of the batch. PHEW mine was in tip top condition(: not only did they have to sent letters to all the buyers, they have to exchange it for those that has problems. NOT ONLY IN SINGAPORE. like throughout the world. The overheating was discovered in the US so i assumed..yes, to all the countries that has a market for apple.

Well went to school today! the teacher are bugging me! IRKSOME!!! so i finally picked up ms w call today. so went to school to settle everything. Then after, met n.yk. finally convinced him to go to the doctors. Adding up the medication fee, consultation fee was like $58! he only went in for like 10 minutes! how expensive!
hetookouthiswallet!idontknowwhybuti'msohappyi'venoticed(:
He went for a quick bite and cabbed home.
i was suppose to be studying but! i went home laid on my bed. watched an old dvd. Tghe aircon was blowing and i got tired. But somehow i did not want to sleep at that time or i wont be able to sleep at night so, my brain was in a middle of a war. LOL one part of it was telling me to sleep and the other, dont sleep of cos! so i did not sleep instead i picked up my phone and started calling people, watching movie at the same time.
DEFINE A GOOD LIFE?
now i know i'm so going to feel bad for not studying now. but what the hack.

i know i'm like real late but i really want this book! will anyone get it for me? lol i really want to be surprised with the content of the book. I CANT FIND IT ANYMORE. neithercouldn.ykuseless:D anyone sees this book in any book retailer please tell me?(:

NICOLE RICHIE IS PRETTY(:

yellowLL messaged me today. i was quite happy at first? but i found out we have nothing else to talk about anymore. i dont know what to reply him. unknowingly, the distance between us has grown.

its been a while since i've typed so much in a post. *ywan well i'm off BYE(:

2006-09-28T06:44:00.000-07:00

Teachers of my school really suck! being specfic, mrs yeo and miss wong. IDIOTIC !

THe only reason i went back to school last friday was to get back my report book and the damn it edusave form.
i was almost late for my movie and i left him walking ard orchard alone while i went to school. he lost his wallet somehow because of so.. should have just listened to himm and not go. Anw in the end , i got nothing!
mrs yeo, ah she got some medical check up thingy. she was the one that asked me to go down to school to get it from her
I WASNT LATE! she left early. Please next time could you at least tell me eariler that you alrd left school?!
MISS WONG!
went to the staff room i saw her, greet her nicely and everything. asked my report book from her. SHE REFUSED to give! AND still gave a spastic face.
Fine i'm like whatever. the ironic thing is that few days ltr she smsed me asking me to go down to school just to collect it? HELLO! i dont live opposite the school ok! i have to travel a 1 hr distance just to go to school, so do you think i would go down just to collect it again? its not evem my n lvl cert. you can burn it for all i care.

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my mood is back on track. SUDDENLY haha got other things to worry about. (: bye
n.yk, GET WELL SOON!! (:

2006-09-27T11:20:00.000-07:00

Well if you have noticed i did not really study much today.
i changed two blogskins in a day.
well the first, obviously i wasnt satisfied. as for this, its done by ME i'm the designer(:(:
quite happy with the turnout. but those ae just some random pictures dug up.
will change them soon. (:

WHY wont you all forgive him? i think he has done nothing wrong!!
SHE is going over board! STUBBORNNESS!!
always brooding over self pity! LIKE WHO WOULD EVEN CARE ANYMORE??!!
STOP THE ACT! your such a JADE, thats not a compliment.
you know what, we're all weary of your acts. time to stop. its not for you to decide anymore.

//i'm so sorry it has to turn out this way.

2006-09-26T09:15:00.000-07:00

30 qns about me

1. how tall are you?- you meant how short i'm? lol i'm definately not saying

2. how old are you now?- fifteen. 46 days more to my birthday! n.yk i want the thing you owe me (: i've not forgotten! hees

3. whats your status?- hmm, quite unsure.

4. are you missing someone now?- should i be? (: he's on the line!! but do miss my dearest friends at school!

5. who are your best friends?- why should i constrict myself? unless you're a jackass!

6. whats your favourite interest or hobby?- shopping shopping and maybe shopping! lol

7. what things you wanna learn for now?- i think i need anger management courses. HAHAHAHA

8. what are the things you hate most?- hmm, cant say it here, you'll just start laughing.

9. who you love most?- no doubt it has to be yk. Basically, everyone i know of. (jackass rule still does apply thou. hees)

10. do you have conflicts with your friends?- well i will be lying if i would to say we dont.

11. who are your fav singers or band group?- yk is my fav singer! ahaha just dislike my sister's

12. which country you would go for holidays?- I dont only want to go to A country, that will be depressing, countries are more like it! whole of FRANCE, ah i wan to go around the whole of Europe! But before that i need to marry a man that earns billions. or men? nah i'm SERIOUSLY joking about the marrying part. i just need tons of money (:

13. have you been heartbroken before?- BADLY, YES!

14. are you a person who love shopping or saving up the money?- what do you think? shopping is on my priority list!

15. if someone confess to you, what would you do?- Seriously? lol i'll run away from him every single time i see him. dumb right. but yes its the truth.

16. do you miss your pri schl mates?- sure. OF COURSE!

17. what are your fav songs?- Whatever he sings, they all sound nice.

18. do you have crush on someone now & who?- uhm, isit considered crushing? i'm not sure. ykyk

19. what language do you speak?- lets see, not that i'm trying to be racist or anything. but INDIAN! what you think?

20. who do you wish to marry with in future?- someone whom i'll really love, for a long period of time. but before that, a rich old man who has no kin or whatsoever, worth billons, dying in a day perhaps, leaving me all his money in his will. thats wicked! joking.

21. do you believe in fate?- Yes, its certainly creeps me out sometimes.

22. what are you doin now?- Talking about tennis on the phone. And ya doing this.

23. when is the last movie you watch with & what title?- john tucker must die, yk who carelessly lost his wallet(: partly my fault.

24. who is the last person you talk to?- still engaged.

25. do you have secrets?- YES, you want to know them?

26. what show you love most?-that have to depand on my mood.

27. whats in your mind right now?- i love n.yk(:(:(:

28. do you smoke?- NO.

29. do you get drunk & get high before?- i've never been drunk, no matter how much alcohol i drank. so its a NOT YET for this question.

30. whats your plan for now?- get thru n lvls (without much studying), <- nonsense huh? lol and wish his major exam too.

JASLYN ,JIAWEN , WEESAN, AMANDA, ELEANOR, ANGELINE if you people ever see this( it cant be copied my mine, you could acess this by kenglee's blog too)
i'm too lazy to blog alrd. (: bye!

2006-09-25T06:51:00.000-07:00

i dont deserve anything nice from anyone. Not my friends, not you!
HEARD IT!
i dont want anyone to treat me nicely, i want to know pain and so that i'll treasure the slightest gesture.
i dont want to cry again when i lose it all. when you decides to walk away.
i want to turn time back. just 3 weeks! thats all i ask for.
thats what i think i want.
i once had it all, i did not know how to treasure it. i think i only know whats best when i lose it all.
now i lost it, i know how great i had been treated.
i didnt know. i didnt know i didnt know i didnt know!
he said something that i thought was quite ture today.
'normally, when its only a test you study like mad, and now n lvls you're worrying about such things?'
stop studing after THE IDIOT poured water all over the notes that i have been doing for the past few weeks. yes EVERYTHING IS GONE. i guess the person did not even know, not even a sorry was said. hais FORGET IT!
I SHALL NOT MENTION WHOM!!!!!

not of the best moods today!
KILLKILLKILL
if you would have even noticed, you chose to ignore. at least thats what i think.

2006-09-24T20:26:00.000-07:00

yes, my dad brought the house we're moving.hmm, somewhere in yio chu kang. maybe moving in next years june. its going to suck.

2006-09-24T02:10:00.000-07:00

seems to me like i'm not blogged a proper post for a dead long time.
N levels in a week's time and what am i doing now?!

PLAYING ALL DAY lONG haha
seriously, i have not been touching any books or whatsoever for such a long time. BAD!

anw, went for a wedding yesterday. guess what?!
THERE WAS A HOT BARTENDER that was wearing a RL shirt looks very smart! HAHAHAHA he is really good looking or maybe i was just bored. ya most likely bored.
the wedding had a nice layout. it was a english style wedding. the ambenience is really fantastic. its sure better than those weddings at chinese restaurant with 'dong dong ching music' sorry if offended. the food was good(: chocolate fondue for desert! sad part is that i wasnt that in mood in eating chocolates. ya so kind of left that part out.

went out with dad today to look at houses agn. i'm sure will be moving. hais

2006-09-22T02:22:00.000-07:00

Name 11 people you can think of right now in your head.
*AT LEAST three of which must be the opposite sex*
After that tag at least 5 people to do this.
1. weilong
2. jaslyn
3. mayi
4. melissa
5. ning
6. linus
7. jiawen
8. n.yk
9. becca
10. weesan
11. amanda

1. How did you meet 10 ? - weesan
i'm sure i've seen her in pri school's 5 school's track meet. just that i dont remember. classmates for 2 years, good friends for 3 or so?

2. What would you do if you never met 2 ? - jaslyn
what can i do? sit there and cry. question structure is funny. uhm but ya no funny jokes and no one to bully :D

3. What would you do if 9 and 11 dated ? - becca and amanda
lesbians? normal friends? they will never be lesbians. they cant seem to take their eyes off cute guys. so how could they be? LOL friends, WHY NOT?

4. Do you like 7 ? - jiawen
NO I HATE HER x) duh!

5. Would 5 and 6 make a good couple ?- linus and ning?!
HELL BREAKS LOSE! LOL ning to too FRIENDLY to guys to ever have a stable boyfriend. (ning:you're so going to kill me if you see it)

6. Describe 3 . - mayi
A VERY NICE AND PRETTY LADY(:

7. Do you think 8 is attractive? - n.yk
YES YES YESS LOL(:(:(:

8. Tell me something about 9. - becca
DEAD STUBBORN! she stands on strong grounds!

9. Do you know any of 4's family? - melissa
uhm, can say no. seen her sister a few times thou

10. Whats 5's favourite things? - ning
GUYS! yes she treat guys as 'THINGS'

11. What would you do if 10 confesses he/she likes you. - weesan
impossible, she's not lesbian and neither am i hees.

12. What language does 6 speak? - linus
he doesnt speak, he's a mute.

13. Who is 9 going out with? - becca
we know. and you should know.

14. How old is 8 now? - n.yk
17(: turning 18 on the 13th oct!

15. When was the last time you talked to 1? - weilong
18/09/06

16. What is 2's favourite band/singer? - jaslyn
who wouldn't know?! 5566/RENFU

17. Would you ever date 7? - jiawen
oh i'M NOT A LESBIAN! hah

18. Would you ever date 11? - amanda
not lesbian

19. Have you ever seen 8 naked? - n.yk
GLAD TO! lol nah

People whom you want to pass this on: anyone that hasnt done it.
*special request SIS you got to!

Went to school for a short while , miss all of you guys! haha long time no see! haha ok its only been 4 days and thats because i skipped school. Took some stuff and went to orchard to catch john tucker must die with yk(:
the movie was ok i guess, just very typical there are some funny parts. but i'm never going to lido EVER! i feel so guilty.
he lost his wallet there.
we walked out of the theatre, it was like a repeat of history, same exact place where i noticed my phone was gone. (somewhere there) i wanted the movie stud so he searched everywhere but his wallet couldnt be found.
i guess he's in trouble now. SORRY! should have never, sorry!
And the dumb theatre was like a freezer!! asked him to take off his shirt for me he refused LOL :D
i'm so so so SORRY!
After movie, went to get some stuff and went home.
except for the part where he lost his wallet,

it was a perfect day! (:(:(:

there's still lots of stuff yet to be blogged, but damn, you should know how lazy i am so i'm stopping here(:

2006-09-21T14:59:00.000-07:00

hmm what should i say?
its 6:00am in the morning now. cant belive it! i totally forgot about the time.
poor fellas, happy attending school
going to sleep now.

BYE(:

2006-09-20T07:31:00.000-07:00

its quite funny actually, i'm playing the sims and yes you should know what that game is.
And, haha my dad is actually playing the sims too just that its in real life.
how nice. but theres a difference, i dont need to earn my money shift+ctrl+C 'motherlode'
i could get as much money as i wish whereas my dad has to earn his money. ah sad.
just hope this hobby of his would go away as quickly as possible!

met up mr yk today. HE FINALLY RETURNED ME ALL MY MECHANICAL PENCILS lol! hees thanks man! i'm finally done with history!
really feel like burning the book! moving on to the next boring subject. yay!

taken from kenglee's blog
#01. single , taken or crushing ?
cushing
#02. are you happy with your life now ?
yes. why wouldnt i be
#03. when you meet the right person , do you fall in love with him fast ?
like you said, the right person. sure would.
#04. have you ever have your heartbroken ?
YES!
#05. do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable ?
yes?
#06. would you take someone back if he cheats on you ?
If he is really that charming WHY NOT?
#07. have you talk about marriage with another before?
yes. think back, it was so DUMB!
#08. do you want children ?
maybe
#09. how many ?
i said maybe
#10. would you consider adoption?
why not?
#11. if someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings ?
i already know.
#12. do you enjoy getting into relationship ?
YES. thou break ups are like the worst
#13. Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex-bf did?
say it here and let the whole world know? no way
#14. do you believe in love at first sight ?
no
#15. are you romantic ?
i dont know. should i be? i'm not the guy
#16. do you believe you can change someone ?
specifically whom? nah, i dont think i'm that great
#17. if you could get married somewhere , where would it be ?
causeway point food court! no doubt (:(:(:
#18. do you easily give in when you are fighting ?
NOWAY! don usually fight. i have people do it for me. muhaha
#19. do you have feelings for someone now ?
i'm a human being with feelings! yes of cos! (: maybe 05?
#20. do you wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up ?
why? i like me
#21-have you ever broken a heart?
well maybe?
#22. if one day your bestfriend fall in love with the guy you deeply in love with , what would you do ?
dont think that will happen, i'm normally that 'bestfriend' muhaha
#23. are you missing someone now ?
what you think?!

Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.write down their names in the lists below.tag them in their blog to let them know.
SIS, n.yk, bec, WL, sandy

BYE

2006-09-19T07:57:00.000-07:00

NICOLE RICHIE IS HOTTER THAN PARIS HILTON!
prettier! MUCH prettier
haha that was just really random. Nicole richie has just became my idol!
she's damn hot!

you were just always there when i needed you. i depeneded too much on you. yes the past is really hunting me bad!
just when i fell into you, you moved away. so hais i've to once again move on with my life. watching you walk away was the hardest thing!
i saw the changes in you and i dont like it. anw, an answer would be given in 30days(: dont rush me.
haha dont know WHY but guys love to tell girls that ' you're in good hands' HA.HA.HA PHONY!! i wont belive the 3rd! LOL DUMB OF ME!

ah nothing's shall happen to me

smile smile =)

2006-09-18T05:28:00.000-07:00

i maybe MOVING HOUSE! i dont know to feel happy or sad.

Good things first(:
-The house is 2 times bigger than my currents' which is like big!
-Theres some kind of pool! ok if i know my dad well enough, it won't be there when we move in. IF we move in.
- I would be able to get my own room!
its been my dream forever to get my own room thou i'm contented with the big one i'm staying in haha.
i would be able to paint my room, hmmmm PINK! BABY PINK like the class room of 4b and 4c haha! wait why not HALF PINK,HALF PURPLE and with a finishing touch of baby blue? CLASSIC CUTIE ROOM! God i cant imagine how bewitching it'll look. DROP DEAD GORGEOUS i bet! LOL
-ngee ann poly and singapore poly are like, near. which is quite good.

bad points ):
-i've live in this house ever since i was few months old. all the memories will be gone.
-my fav neighbours!!** will be all gone. GONE!
-will be totally alien to the whole place, the buses and stuff. the feeling will be just so different

almost died in school yesterday! LOL the flu was killing me, my nose was dropping alrd. red like dont know what. used 7 packets of tissue in school. lost count when i went home. lol practically, i was going thru hell. STOP CURSING ME!

special thanks to,
N.YK
WX
MAYI
SS
for caring(:(:(: THANK YOU!!

nothing else to say anymore
BYE PEOPLE!

2006-09-17T00:13:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SIS
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY WL
missed wl's birthday bash! (: so sorry. just dont feel like going anywhere.
hope everything turn out as planned (: ANYONE, I WANT TO KNOW DETILS! heh

Poor sister, mugging on her birthday.

and me, i'm just moping.

that dumb guy messaged me again.
how many more times must i not reply to let him know that i am totally NOT INTERESTED in him?
understand this your wasting your own message. seeing your name in my inbox just totally slimes it!

I'M BROKE! I NEED MONEY!

//LAUGHS :D

I'M GETTING MYSELF OUT OF ALL THESE. YAY!

Q: NAME A FRIEND WHOSE NAME STARTS WITH A "S"
A: sarah

Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS:
A: an unknown person

Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE
YOU RECEIVED SAY?:
A: sweet goodnight message(:(:(:

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
A: YES!

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
A: a little.

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOURE GOING TO?
A: not planned

Q: WHOS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
A: hmmm, i must say i dont know

Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY A LOT?
A: you piece of shit. lol

Q: .WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE:
A: F.A cookie

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND
WHO WAS IT?
A: what words do i say alot? my sis

Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
A: like who doesnt?

Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE DONNIE DARKO?
A: never heard of.

Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
A: uh, guy hunting counted? lol

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
A: yes

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU"
AND MEANT IT?
A: why would i want to take note of such thing? 2 days ago.

Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
A: sleeping ): have to attend dumb school tmr! arr

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
A: in terms of guys? sadly, nope.

Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
A: duh NO!

Q: ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
A: depends, not really. i think

Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
A: i think so.

Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
A: when my brother got his new skateboard. been on it twice or so.

Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDES YOUR
HOUSE?
A: friend's house, it was only a nap(:

Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
A: get me a car and i'll find out right. haha

Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
A: gotta be GHOST GAME! best movie of the year!

Q: DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP
WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYING
FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY?
A: no they're just bored like me.

Last
1. Person you saw: sister.
2. Talked to on the phone: mintues ago, fab wanted to inform me about sharon's msn.hah
3. Hugged: i'm not saying!.
4. Person u texted: weilong.

Today
1. Date: 17sept.(SPECIAL DAY U NOE)
2. Got any plans: watch tv & slack.
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: have to attend school? pointless

Currently
1. Missing someone: yes.
2. Mood: HAPPY!

True or False
I am a morning person: true.
I am a perfectionist: true.
I am an only child: false.
I am currently in my pajamas: false.
I am online 24/7: false.
I am very shy around the opposite gender: true only when that guy is cute.
I can be paranoid at times: true to the largest extent.
I currently regret something that I have done: true to the largest extent.
I enjoy talking on the phone: true, only to people whom i like.
I have a lot to learn: true.
I have a secret: true, who don't.

dun tell me you can but actually you cant.

BYE PEOPLE!
OUT TO ALL! ;mug hard (:

2006-09-16T06:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO NING !!

DId not attend school for three days(: missed me? LOL i dont see why i have to attened school when i could accomplish more at home.
so my verdict is that i would skip school for as long as i could. i dont like going to school. waste money on transport fee and everything.

i dont know what else to say.
I'M A BUSY PERSON! haha off to do my THINGS(:(:(:

2006-09-14T04:43:00.000-07:00

Talked for 4 hours on the phone. slept at 6 yesterday! AHA some people may wake up at 6 and go to school, INSTEAD I WENT TO BED(: Now i'm lacking of sleep, very moody! You'll get really moody if you dont sleep. Now i know.
i confessed. i told him everything. Bet your mad with me, did not even message me a single sms for the whole day, fine nvm its ok with me i'm used to this. i thought i'll feel better if i told him, in fact it turned out another. ( O.O; )

//DONT BOTHER? how not to? it keeps appearing!! n.yk thank you but i think thats not possible. mr no guts kisser LOL (:(:(: funny man!

everything is in a mess now, dont bug me.

2006-09-13T06:56:00.000-07:00

Did not attend school today because......ah you know why(:
damn happy!! lol. because of some particular reason. his always just so nice. ya here i go agn. (:
did alot of stuff today! yay :D
had a mini bbq lol damn funny la. we ran out of items to barbecue so i opened the frige and barbecued an EGG!! LOL (:(:(: it went POP* it exploded!! LOL messed up the whole place. damn fun!

THEENEMYOFMYENEMYISMYFRIEND! (:(:(:
it hard to walk away from something that seemed so familiar. so i wont.

MY TOP FIVE(:

1. like who wont know PRINCE WILIAMS?
2. Mingdao, ah you know right. looks like someone i know. IMISSHIM ):
3. Added new on the list.
4. HEH(: only we would know. i know you hate that photo. surprised that i still have it? TOLD YOU I HAVE MY WAYS!
5. ANDY RODDICK! my fav tennis player!
anw, they're NOT RANKED ACCORDING. randomly arranged.

DROOL** :):):) THESE guys that MAKES ME HAPPY!
SMILE SMILE SMILE hah

2006-09-12T19:39:00.000-07:00

yup nothing happened today, went to school for no reason again. only got back Fnn results. NO A1 say byebye to my A1 ):
folio: 44/60
prelims paper: 55/80
total for prelims: 71.5/100
my damn folio pulled me down. HAHA i dont care

hope that i can pass my n levels. worst come to worst, i'll just go private next year.

i maybe making the worst decision of my life. after missing this chance it would never come. i've missed one.. that left me a great impact. I could not have got over it if it wasn't for you. thank you for everything. you've helped me overcome(:(:(:
Friends should always be friends. i dont want to lose another friend again because of some DUMB reasons. you know what i mean right. I havent been very frank to you, there are some things that i should really own up to you. both.

one day i'm going to so regret this. i always do. LOL
computer is running on low batt, should go now.

BYE (:

//you're right. you did not lose , but it was because she was stolen from you.

1st day of school after sep hoil

2006-09-11T08:14:00.000-07:00

Almost drop my laptop. 1 more inch to touch down lol. heart beat really increased like hell. (: phew i have fast reflexes haha!!

shall talk about today first. took back physics, history.
phyics: 26/50 //YOU MUST BE VERY PROUD OF ME OK! anw thanks for all that you did (:(:(: sis claimed that she helped too but actual fact she was playing dota that night. ah nevermind thanks to her too(:
history: 26/50
socialstudies: 26/50
see 26 LOVE ME! Scored 26 for 3 suubjects. haha ok i did not realize this until now. ITS 26!!!!!!!!! TWO and SIX! both my fav numbers. i'm damn slow.
chinese: B4 (not bad)
think i screwed up for my combined humanities. i scored lower than my common test! never mind its only prelims. Lol

my phoneline is screwed up also. DAMN IT! i cant receive calls from many people, receiving late messages. LAG LIKE HELL! damn starhub, i pay to get good service not such cocked up service. Its monday again, back to camp! no more talk time, reduced in messages sent. BORING!! cant wait for saturday. (:(:(: you're missed TERRIBLY!
FnN tmr, prepared to get blasting from mrs yeo. she's sure going to start whining about her 'early retirement' JUST GO!
IF YOU DONT GO, HOW DO I MISS YOU RIGHT?

LAST SATURDAY;
Went for pepper lunch, food there is quite nice. But actually i like dome better. better yet, lei garden! (: you'll never find a dish that you'll dislike in lei garden. I SWEAR! flawless. took some pictures with phone but, you know me, lazy to post it. And anw the phone cant sent picturs thru bluetooth. this is why. After lunch got my long awaited NEW BAG..at fred perry. loser uh but still its better than zinc. my day went bla bla bla for a short period of tme, imagine we went into art friend and spent 1 whole hour there! and not fogetting the toy shop by the side for another 30 mins or so at least. everyone started to leave. was asked to wait till their friends reach or something. Finally the two of us, had korean food for dinner. ITS WAS REALLY THE BEST in some hotel food court. I dont know what it is called, i would only know how to go there. Walked all the way from far east to ps. not that far actually. After ps, everyone home(:
Before home, was SUPPOSE to go for movie. he was soSO happy that there was no slots avalible. He just couldnt take the fact that he has to spend $19 on some crap movie so there was no movie. Quite disappointed. like for example worst movie of the year, FROSTBITE!! Ghost game, frostbite are movies that you go in to enjoy the sits and the air con. NOTHING ELSE! haha
well, i wasnt going to pay, so its better if i were a little more selfless. And i was .

nothing else i could think of that could be written here, so uhm ya thats it.
its midnight, clockSS just struck 12 (damn noisy) its getting i'm late turning in.

falling deeper and deeper everyday (:(:(:

2006-09-10T22:56:00.000-07:00

As happy as i may be, some people may just have some way to make you flare. WL you idiot! stop your nonsense! arr i dont need your comments, keep them to yourself. you sound like a little child! i meant what i said

did not post yesterday, was exhausted but dont feel like typing out what i did that day, so i shall post tmr
butbut!hesendmehomeyesterday! soniceright!!haha ah your most probably thinking 'ah common' it so happened that he was somewhere near. and yesterday was special! because.................the moon was so round! ahahaha FIRST TIME the moon was so round you know! The big round moon rocks! (:

september holidays are over ! damn!! i have not had enough fun. 5 days how pathetic! many plans installed after my Ns! (:(:(: fun's on the way. they just sound too good to be true. always like that.. i'll feel sad when it isnt carried out you know lol. like THOSE WHO GAVE ME EMPTY PROMISES!! why hold a grudge over that for such a long time. //your forgived (: . not the other/ though. hmm current post activities after nlevels are FISHING, kbox, P.U trip and chalet! CASH i need CASH! how i wish one of these days when i look out of the window i'll see money falling from the sky. DREAMING i wish! what a bitchy thing to wish for. Just really want it bad!

really have nothing to do anymore AND i'M NOT TIRED. WHEN WOULD YOU EVER UNDERSTAND???!!! ARR. no point la.
I HATE SCHOOL MORE THAN EVER! yaypee!

THEONLYREASON;myonlyreason(:

5th day into the september holiday(:(:(:

2006-09-08T02:17:00.000-07:00

Talked on the phone into wee hours. finally ended at 4am went to sleep, got woken up by the damn it vacum cleaner at 10am. DAMN IT! guess what i kind of strain my neck ahaha! think i was on the phone for too long i guess. my retribution for talking too long on the phone. heh!! now its hurting like hell. (:(:(: talked about everything under the sun! damn funny la. Continued the laughter at 2pm //925264 i guess i was wrong about you. (: how i wish i could take back all those words that i said to you in the past. i'm sorry!

he asked me. elin i have to ask you a question,
if there were two guys for you to choose from,
peter: i love him alot but he is poor.
john: i dont love him? but he is rich.
whom would i choose from ?

i was stunned by his question because it was totally out of link from what we were talking about. i didnt know how to answer to this. i was thinking. I was thinking, why dont i like the rich guy? the only reason why i wouldn't like the guy is if he is un-gentlemen like. meaning when he opens his mouth, only hokkien vulgur languages comes out. he does not know how to say thank you, please etc. and when the shop attendant ask if help is needed he does not know how to reply politely. so i was wondering, if the guy is rich, he must have been properly brought up right. meaning that he'll have good manners, so why would i not like him. lol hey anw, you want to know the answer so badly right. I WOULD CHOOSE YOU! heh! happy with this answer? obviously you just wanted to know if i'll like a guy for money, why dont you ask directly? lol the answer is NO. i love cap! (:(:(: happy! see this post is specially dedicated for you. hope you read it soon before it disappears. I GAVE YOU YOUR ANSWER! contented? now you owe me something and i want to get it tomorrow! heh!

""*if some contents of this post has hurt your feeling, i'm sorry.

gotten rid of that EXTRA tagboard. putting it there just seems so extra. so ya keep those comments to yourself.

2006-09-07T02:21:00.000-07:00

IRONIC, some girls that i know are just simply ironic.
some girls could only go out because of GUYS. which means they would find every excuse to run away when girls ask them out. Dont understand why but ya they could ONLY go out when GUYS ask them. Their mom would allow when GUYS ask them out. Could only talk late into the night when the other partner on the phone is a guy/boy WHATEVER!!
oh and if you wondering how i knew? I FOUND OUT FROM A GUY WHOM I DID NOT REALLY WANT TO SPEAK TO AGAIN. oh yay! my 'BESTFRIEND' did not tell me and i got to know through someone else. (sorry the disliking part is a little exaggerated) (: WHAT A HAPPY DAY uh.
Dont ever expect me to waste another message on you asking you to go out when knowing that the answer would be 'no money' 'dad dont allow' whatever, you entertain yourself with these lies of yours alright because you wont be getting an invitation from me.!
To think that i was being nice. HAHA, how wrong could i be. I would so want to give you 3 bloody cheers for being a great friend you know i really do, but you're so not worth it! not even worth to be criticized thats how low i see you now. happy or sad you decide theres no need for me to know because i dont want and need to know what you think.
(:(:(: thanks so much!
many thanks for that someone that actually told me, or i might never knew how great friends i HAD.

MUHAHAHA? BACK AT YOU!
filthy POST!

i want to fast forward time to saturdays and sundays, skip all the mondays to fridays.
i want those real friends!

I CANT WAIT! (:(:(:

//forgot to post. Devil wears prada is a super great movie! funny! go watch it. its definately worth 9.50 (:(:(: GO WATCH IT!

2006-09-06T02:24:00.000-07:00

GOT CHOCOLATES! (:(:(: DAMN HAPPY. went home and now i really have nothing to do. cant wait for saturday! lunching at peppers! ITS going to be a great day. I KNOW!

Really had nothing to do, came across someone's* blog saw this survey. why not right.
1. Song playing at the moment?
- some korean song

2. Reasons for living?
- To love you. haha

3. Do you think you're ok?
- DEFINATELY NOT! arr

4. Ever donated blood?
- No? afraid of needles?

5. Favorite color(s)?
- not specific

6. Accessories you usually wear?
- Do i have to answer this?

7. One song to describe a heartbreak in the past?
- SUPERWOMEN haha i dont know why. dont ask

8. Last place you went to?
- novena

9. Last person you talk on phone with?
- capp

10. The most exciting sport?
- Is shopping considered a sport (:

11. Ever had a baby?
- NO obviously

12. Movie you want to watch?
- Any movie with him (:(:(: haha

13. Any piercings?
- Used to have 6? now just contented with two.

14. The most romantic gift?
- my 2005 chrismas present from him :) MUHAHA

15. Act on stage before?
- act? performed in band though.

16. Struck by lightning before?
- If i were i would not be here.

17. Danced with your loved ones before?
- Oh crap no. ):

18. Ever wished you could turn back time?
- NO! Relive those bad times? no way! life's great now!

19. What would you do if you woke up one day to
find yourself to be with someone from the opposite
sex?
- what can i do? what am i expected to do? lol

20. One song that's meaningful to you?
- have not thought of it yet.

21. Last person you met for the first time?
- strangers at the mall? LOL

22. What will you be doing tomorrow?
- you plan? lol

23. Ever thought of robbing a bank?
- why would i do such a thing?

24. One thing you totally regret doing/done?
- ever kissing THAT* guy!

25. Do people like you?
- THEY MUST! ahaha x)

26. What was the last game you played on the
computer?
- messed ard with warcraft. lol

27. Someone who means a lot to you at the
moment?
- YES!! capps

28. The color of your mobile phone?
- I LOST MINE! arr, currently black not mine though

29. Do you hate someone at the moment?
- Why would i hate anyone?

30. What do you wish to happen now?
- capp beside me. sleep on his all so great shoulder. AHAHA

31. Last time you ate pizza?
- Not very fond of pizza.dont quite remember

32. Ever been given a ring?
- yes, love it! whats the point there were so diamonds. nah, joking! (:(:(:

33. Do people think you're weird?
- i'm not 'people' , how would i know right.

34. Movies now showing that you hate?
- GHOST GAME! is it even showing anymore?

35. Most important thing in your room?
- What not important? if it wasnt they wouldnt be in my room.

36. Last movie watched?
- ghost game

37. Last television show watched?
- jamie olivers!

38. Who is the person you want to see right now?
- capp DUH! alternative/ prince william? HAHA

39. Ever called a person useless?
- YES, when they're really useless. normally they are.

40. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
- NO. WHY HIDE THEM RIGHT! (:(:(: but only when it really really really have to.

BYE PEOPLE! (:

2006-09-05T07:11:00.000-07:00

mom and dad kind of quarrelling? dad claimed that mom spent 50 000 a month, i didn't type wrongly neither did you see wrongly, oh please who could spend so much? not even when i buy a 60GB i pod video every day for a month ok. But still guilty, i spent alot that month, that was one of the reasons the credit card bills went up. feel damn guilty. arr! i promise to cut of shopping for a month or two. SHOPPING YOU'RE GOING TO BE MISSED DEARLY BY ME! byebye shopping.

social studies paper

2006-09-05T05:20:00.000-07:00

I have realized something. i think if i did not have the courage to say this out now i might just die one day like steve irwin and never get to admit that i actually did something wrong. i could not amend that mistake but at least i could own up to it? um, something like that.
Finally, i have the courage to own up, YOU* proud of me LOL. ok there's nothing to be proud of.
I need to let you know something, icausedyourbreakup with him. Dont ask me why, becuase i would not tell you. i feel awful i really do! Things werent suppose to turn out that way. But it did. Worst part is, ifellforhim what the f*uck right. Shall not elaborate. my confession shall end here. how short huh, because i have nothing else to talk about.
/think his results really dropped by ALOT but what could i do to help him? i really do hope that you score well for your MAJOR EXAM thats coming up! (:(:(: anw, i dont see, it doesn't mean i dont see. PUKE!
on that topic i shall blog a little on my social studies nlevel paper today. HAHA it was FANTASTIC! lol the chapter i studied for CAME OUT! MANY said that it was impossible that chapter 2 would come out. When i mean many i meant the teachers too. Well 'MANY' YOU WERE ALL WRONG! when i got the nlevel paper, i immediately flipped to the SEQ section. WOW the heading ' MERGER AND SEPERATION' caught my attention! i kept smiling to myself! (not only me, bec was worst, she smiled to herself throughout the WHOLE paper *crazy uh?)

Pardon my crudity for the next part (:
Although the papers were fine, the examiner that came from nowhere sucked! THAT SPECIFIC OLD WOMEN! you disgrace the clothes that you wear! so NOT suitable for you.
Before the paper commenced, we were asked to be settled down on the chairs and asked to read through the instruction on the question paper. (not allowed of any forms of communication) yes i understood that. JUST MY LUCK! i got myself settled a an all you could shake chair BONUS*! It came with an all you could shake table!! ALMOST compatible with swings ok! a little exaggerating gor the swing part but it was really bad. who could fucking do well in their nlevels in so? further more it was my n levels! so i raised up my hand and told mrs lai that my chair and table is shaky. I DID NOT TALK TO ANY OF MY FRIENDS! i raised my hand and asked a teacher. And that fucking old women examiner actually used the mike and said. The forth girl sitting on the first row please sit down properly, OLD M**HER F*UCKER who could sit well in the conditions of such chairs? unbeliveable. You did not offer any help and yet, how dare you say that?
i despise you! old women!

SUPER LONG POST!
BYE ALL

2006-09-04T05:59:00.000-07:00

I CANT BELIVE STEVE IRWIN DIED!!!!! cant belive it, cant belive it!!!!! dumb stingray, i make sure your relatives PAY!! LOL get it? nevermind if you dont. ): been watching his croc hunting adventures since young and now that he's gone. he will really be missed by the world.

i screwed up for chinese. countless word that seemed alien to me, you know what that means i'm doomed! muhaha!!! no mood to study SS too. i'm damn lazy all i want now to go WATCH MOVIE!! muhhaa! no mood to blog

BYE EVERYONE, BYE STEVE ):

2006-09-03T06:05:00.000-07:00

Meet 2bsf for a little while to borrow a chinese dictionary today. muhaha! i cant be bothered to go figure out how to work that electronic one. accompanied him for lunch and was forced to go home. I refused to take the bus so we walk all the way home from sun plaza only. its so near! alot of mosquitos. BUT better than nothing right (:(:(: went over to look at the house without windows. indeed, there were no windows! lol sun was blazing and i ran out of tissues for him. so i imagined he went home drenched in his sweat? LOL i was just exaggerating.

went home, was asked to study. so took out all the books and stuff..AND i went to sleep. heh even until now, the pens , books and light are still there waiting for me at the side, untouched.but cant be bothered to do anything thing with it. cant force me to do anything when i dont want to, when i'm tired.. right.

Oh great i just got myslef into trouble again.
fellinlovewithaguywhomi'mnotsupposedto

2006-09-02T07:13:00.000-07:00

did something really unexpected,
said some unexpected things,
met some unexpect-ingly unexpected to meet..people,
went to placed that are exception-ly unexpected.

how broken could the English get? LOL
bottom line i feel WIERD TODAY! because i did things, said things that are SO NOT ME!

TODAY IS THE 2nd!!! GOOD THINGS HAPPENS ON THE 2ND!! Great things happened today. Although, my trip in the moning was cancelled but, the afternoon was a make up! quite satisfactory(: walked pass pepper lunch. SMELLS SO GOOD ahaha going there next saturday HOPEFULLY (: what else hmm, nothing i want to say here anymore!

post today is short. who cares right.

LOVE MY BOYSPACEFRIEND!!!!! MUHAHAHA
just so to be that you'll are the perfect and wonderful one.
please dont give a shit what i'm saying, because i dont understand a bit of what i'm trying to express here.
MADNESS IN ME is erupting. LOL LOL LOL(:(:(:

teacher's day holiday(:

2006-09-01T01:55:00.000-07:00

Bored to death! stayed at home the whole day. guys went to play dota. SICK of watching others play dota and that i do not understand a bit and a thing they're doing. therefore , i spent almost half a day changing my blogskin. simple huh? its not yet done have not uploaded the picture for the blog . anw, when i meant change this blogskin, i just took this from blogspot delete the picture and increase the spacings and stuff. TOOK ME THE WHOLE DAY!! i'm a noob at this! shall get the picture done soon(: nothing else to blog about . oh yes, dad and brother went to some trip. wont be seeing them any time soon. YAYPEE!! (:(:(:
anw, yesterday after school in J8, while we discussed about our unexpected win last year for the bowling post exam activities, it has triggered my urge of going to a round of bowling! MUHAHAHA. BOWLING..ANY TAKERS??

somewhere special. YES! tomorrow is a day of enjoyment!

2006-08-31T06:26:00.000-07:00

teachers day celebration today. HAD TONS OF FUN!
the day started off being dull and everything. my class sucks seriously. Everyone keep blaming the teachers for not coming to our class, but have they ever wonder WHY they did not come? OH PLEASE TAKE A LOOK AT OUR CLASS! DREADFUL!!!!!
really could not stand the class, so went out and started playing with water. Childish huh.. BUT was really dying in school , dying of boredom. Me and ning were like looking for targets, all started with jas and jiawen. sorry(: haha all thanks to linus and mengchin for the plastic bag. Had plans to get val wet, but, she was too smart she knew what we wanted to do. but eventually she got wet too. muhaha!! sorry to you too!
all the teachers are like damn cute!! they all were dressed in their old's school's uniform! some of them are really very well dress!took pictures with mdm anantha! haha asked her to act cute and she did! real funny!

got jet by him, i'll never forget it!!! MUHAHA joking.
cant remember anything anymore. shall blog till here today(:(:(:
BYE!

2006-08-30T07:13:00.000-07:00

Went to school for no reason today. DID NOTHING AT ALL! should have went to the library with LAs to see g***muhaha!! going for tennis tmr!! YES!!! anyway i think i go to the court to pick the tennis balls. LOL not that a fan of tennis after the incident the last time! nothing happened today. i got mad over some matters ,went to sleep after woke up at eight. went to giant to buy some things for teachers day, FIRST EVER TIME! i hate giant. stuff there has no quality at all.! i want to get w850i !!!!! i've said it, drop any thoughts if you want to have it ya (:(:(:

shall update more tmr. nothing to say anymore. not anything i could remember

//i really hope that i could have the courage to say yes to you.
wishyouwereherewithme

PIctures taken that day of bec's 'mini birthday celebration'

2006-08-28T21:15:00.000-07:00

did not go to school today, shall not hid it from anyone anymore. the reason why i did not go to school is actually very obvious its because of mrs yeo. I really have to say, i dislike her. Yes you've heard it right!! (:(:(:
i really hope she reads this really really want her to know what a person she is. although i know i'm not the best person to judge her but i really wish that she would know how we as students think of her. as bec's , jas's blog is also blogging about her. muhaha.
quite lazy to blog what i think of her now. shall blog tmr.

spend almost my whole day on the phone. think my ears are falling already muhaha!
didnt realize that time passed so quickly, TOO QUICKLY talking about all sorts of things, LOVED the part about PARIS! agreed, she's a true bombo! never had sucha great time for sucha long time ald. you never fail to! (:(:(: i really wonder if i should tell *** *** *****?? going to watch forbidden city! YESYESYES! great sits!
baked some curry puffs too!! i was just too bored.
i realized something. i'm wicked!! I did not realized this until now. i have been xxxxcxxxx my x.f xfx! can anyone tell me that i'm wrong? i'm going the wrong way this time, once again? This time i would not let myself feel as bad as before(:(:(: i've learnt my lessons! i really want to tell her sometimes. but just whenever i pick up my phone, after typing the message, the messages just never gets sent out. i know THEY will NEVER NEVER forgive me if they were to find out, esp this. i meant ALWAYS!!

anw i cant wait for FRIDAY!! FRIDAYFRIDAYFRIDAY!! i'm going to enjoy this week till i go bonkers.
isurewouldmissthatafterthisweekyeah.

forgot to mention that we celeabrrated bec's belated birthday on monday. the i pod was a flop! NOT FUN AT ALL!!! never mind at least she was happy. (: after school we went over to mac's and ate that delicious chocolate cake. the before looked GREAT! but you wouldnt want to see the outcome after we had all had our share. it looked.....horrible? like baby's food! LOL then after, went novena's pizza hut with jas, ning bec. somehow we celeabrated agn? candles on a lagasne? have some pictures. lazy to upload now its 1am ald. went to long john's just say down there, the C.Fitness guy is really damn hot!! haha his eyes are alluring! HAHA arr!! ning, bec and jas keeps saying i have something with pink. although i have nothing against pink but i don really LOVE that colour ok, NOT ME!

long post! actually, i still have alot to say but figured you might be alrd bored to death reading it. so shall end your sufferings here LOL. the only reason i update, is so that i could read up one day and laugh at all the stupid things i'm doing now. so if you think my post, my life is boring which actually i know it is, just on close window or something i dont post to please you alright. (:

BYE!

2006-08-27T02:42:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REBECCA,HAPPY BELATED BITHDAY TO RINA(:
went to watch ghost game today with LAs. please only go watch that if you have too much money and dont know where to invest on. Did not understand a shit about the movie. but at least......... MUHAHAHA nothing. After movie, had lunch and went rollar blading!!
i love today. i love everyday! LOLLOLLOL oh man, i'm going crazy!
everyday is a happy day!
hemakesmefeelliketheresnoother!
going for dinner tonight, ah physics is toss aside(:(:(:
will sure update more tomorrow! BYE!

2006-08-26T03:43:00.000-07:00

Ask mom to accompany me to orchard, a straight NO in my face. she says i'm up to no good. LOL she just keep rejecting me! haha. I had to go there. thank goodness, theres....lala!! haha thanks, but now i owe *** something. hehe i dont mind! (:(:(: PATRICK is so funny! as in seriously. he dont look talkative, but he is..VERY! he asked and said many things, things that are not so convenient to be said here, sorry(: muhaha ahh LOVE MY DAY! brought alot of stuff in orchard(: YES! wow i cant stand this salesgirl at apple, i wanted to get the software for my mac, she walked over and actually said 'erm this is for mac, it cant be used for microsoft, you sure you have a mac?' you pissed me! she keeps staring at lala. eh BACK off if you cant afford a mac for yourself, it doesnt mean that i cant ok! i mean my dad cant ok! lol totally hate salesperson like this! but i shall not let you ruin my perfect day. so i just said yes and went to make my payment. if i was the manager there, IF....i'll sack her STRAIGHT AWAY!
saw R.fcuk! did not even know that it was him until he stepped on my shoes purposely, EH HELL!! LOL he looked diff, in a good way! x) if you ever see this, its not what you think. keep it to yourself alright!!

//muahahaha i LOVE YOUR NICK! serve you right! VENGEANCE!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-25T17:53:00.000-07:00

Maths paper 2 today. lala helped me alot? hope so! (:(:(:
went to orchard, brought a i pod mini skin. i got to make this clear. the only reason why i brought pink is tht there is only pink left. NO OTHER COLOURs. ning says i keep looking at pink stuff, i dont really feel that. she's sensitive! FINALLY BROUGHT IT! muhaha! a sense of accomplishment.` :)

nothing else to blog my life is boring! haha

countdown to end of prelims! (: 2 more days of exam!

2006-08-24T05:44:00.000-07:00

/.//RELINQUISHED(:(:(:
Doing maths is a torture for me. I dislike doing maths. all i hope for is to just...perhaps not to fail, BADLY haha.
Accomplished nothing for maths, not intending to do anything about it too. lost all hopes, its just PRELIMS! ahaha theres still a little time left before Ns.
Did nothing, went nowhere after buying a cup of vanilla latte, went home. Saw golf clubs at the door, belonged to my dad whom used it like one centary ago. Wondering why isit placed outside, ignored.
Turned on the computer, watched some old DVDs, sms-ed, called. TYPICAL DAY.
at ard 7 plus, my brother decided to play golf. HAHA, instantly i thought, i had nothing to do too it wouldn't hurt to play some golf right. LOL it was quite funny, because we were playing in the garden. All the neighbours that walked passed keep staring. quite fun was like shouting and screaming. Golf is not bad, if only i knew how to play it.

I HATE MATHS I HATE MATHS I HATE MATHS I HATE MATHS.
uh! i really feel like walking over and ask him whether...... quite impossible BUT I REALLY WANT TO KNOW! LOL going bonkers! Thats life (:

Everyone close to me seems so full of overwhelming motives and lies.
Sometimes i wonder is everything right in front of my eyes the truth and real or just a mask hidden behind. Or they claim they care and its alright but everything is another thing behind your back. I feel like i'm left with my soul. It's all i have and the only thing that i can believed in right now. I'm confident with my friends on insanity, fun and laughters. But at times, i'm still looking for a soulmate true and sincere whereby i could really pour everything out to her/him, to really see me. I couldn't find this friend i called, not now and probably never in my life.

meantanything?

Prelims paper day 2,3

2006-08-22T21:52:00.000-07:00

damn! did not update yesterday!
something special, its a date i will remember!(: very confused this time, THIS is really not my fault. no one is going to say or do anything to make me feel that i'm the bad one. Because i am not ahaha. she will never find out because i will never say it. reached home at ard 6, went to my room as usual and just fell asleep. No disturbance from anyone ok even if there was i heard nothing. slept all the way to 10 plus. cant belive it! mom thought i was studying. woke up watched CSI till 11, felt tired again so went back to sleep. sorry to those that i did not call/reply back, i was just dead beat.

Had english paper today, it was quite easy as compared to the common test. ha I always think that its easy, but results always turns out another. Summary was definately easier, at least i know what i was writting about. in the middle of the paper, i started sneezing *someone missing me? MUHAHA felt so tired, lied on the table for just 1 minute and miss karim came over to wake me up, good thing she did actually or i might have had not enough time. The sneezing is digustinly disturbing, Just couldn't focus on the paper. Hate having flu, you wouldn't understand how it is of your not having it now. after paper, prata with bec and went home. maths going to stink tomorrow! Shall go to sleep now and maybe worry later :D

fellinlovewithhimunknowingly(:(:(:

2006-08-21T08:20:00.000-07:00

HESITATION IS NOT THE WAY!!! hesitation=failing seriously! (:

start of preliminary exams day 1(:

2006-08-21T06:02:00.000-07:00

i'm making it a point to blog everyday. no matter how busy i am. For today's paper(chemistry)(english), ah i would be happy if i dont fail it badly, its chemistry i dont have high expectations! As for english, i might get a fail grade. //just want to let you know that i did not study for you, what you wrote on your nick is soso true(: THANKS...not
Acc lala to get contacts lol, ah sad!! i feel sorry for all those whom need to wear specs/contact lenses!
As for tomorrow's history, Fnn paper i'd have to say.... i'll say something when i get my results. i'm sure to regret, its 11.00pm now and i have not started on my revision nice huh, i really mean not one bit.
lala promises to acc me to funan, for i accompanied ^&* today. we're equal, after tmr!
$100 to my bag! AHAHA
short entry, i'm rushing for time (: shall update more tmr!

3 cups coffee X.X

2006-08-20T21:35:00.000-07:00

Finally took back my com and phone. missed it dearly! i'm going to fail chemistry tmr. big time! anw jw, amanda sorry for not going out today.
breakfast, cup of coffee those 2-in-one, lunch had a cup of grande cafe latte. crappy brother brought the wrong latte. raving mad, skipped lunch for that. Wanted vanilla latte, got cafe latte instead!! ah never mind. threw chemistry aside and started studying fnn. finishing(: more motivation when mr lala's sms of encouragement came(:(:(: dinner, had a cup of coffee AGAIN! bloated! ahaha serve me right. i'd never dare to drink coffee on an empty stomach ever. lala promised to mug with me tonight, so i shall take a break and blog for a while(:

funniest thing happened to me.
LeMeSsIaNoS you make me laugh like hell!! never encountered such a thing before.
LOVESfrench lollollol

i want that bag! As a matter of fact, i need it. Its some brand, shop's name is ThreeStarFactory? dont remember something to do with three and stars. Could anyone tell me how to make $160? i need it for that bag! no nonsense please LOL. a little not worth it huh $160 for a bag? but its just my nature to do such things x)

Chemistry, english prelims tmr. WISH ME LUCK(:
mr lala was right. it did feel better!
wished every one on my contact list good luck. ahaha hope i did not miss out anyone.

2006-08-19T19:22:00.000-07:00

long time since i updated. missed me? MUHAHA overall i am, HAPPY (:(:(: went out with jiawen and amanda. they went for the wilber pan thingy. can really see that jiawen is excited. she got totally nonsencical after getting his signature. while thay were doing so, i went to the library. was quite happy with my accomplishments, but still way behind. i am addicited to drinking coffee. BAD!

oo la oo lala(: muahaha //GREAT ANSWER UH! seriously speaking i dislike you. Not so dumb to just stop there and feel sorry for myself. you no longer know me, so don't act like you do.

PRELIMS TMR! kill me please.

2006-08-16T08:31:00.000-07:00

This is not what i'll do in the past. i think i am really changing. /everytime you say something like that to me, you make me think of what you had done. HA when love strikes, it really blinds someone. now i really and finally found out that everything you have done was just....JUST despicable. LOL too harsh a word?
how many more times of THIS do i have to go through? have i done that many bad things to deserve all these ? HAHA maybe i did. //i really have nothing else to say to you. dont blame me for doing so. i deserve ....... hur? (:

2006-08-15T04:15:00.000-07:00

have not updated for a long time. shall update today. i'm feeling sad, depressed. ANGRY, i should not be putting myself in such a position. should not be treating myself this way. tellng myself that those are just nonsensical conjectures but once again, who was i kidding? I'm just down on my luck, really down. saw him at interchange i dont know why but i turned away immediately. i'm sure you saw me why didnt you say hi? i'm immune to pain, now i guess no one could hurt me anymore. not more than youYOU* did.
/ you were the first that i told that to, i just cant belive you said SO? i was expecting a little more from you. This is not even how a friend should be treated. It sure did taught me how i show look at things, a new prospective. i was just dumb, not anymore. i guess.
//was always wondering if it ever was about me. could you tell me? the promise that you made, definately its BROKEN! dont make a promise if you cant keep to it. You should know about how i feel about this. i'm giving up
anw i dont think i would be blogging for a while now.
bye

LASTLY, if your a blog reader, non tagger. just want to let you know you*^&%!!

2006-08-10T12:44:00.000-07:00

Its now 4.00am in the morning. Fancy me still blogging right! haha i dont care. i think i'll be sleeping through class the whole of tmr. the day before yesterday, slept at ard 2 plus 3 and woke up at 7 to go to library. So i think now i'm like totally drained. I'm sure to have bad mood tmr! did not blog yesterday. FELT SO LOST WITHOUT BLOGGING! muhaha. But i went to the NDP parade. Its was not bad. Cant imagine if i'm with my friends! i'll totally go bonkers! my parents were like so dead, not moving singing AT ALL! EWWW! LOL x) ok i think in the whole family i was the only one that was screaming and shouting. Not quite fun. saw him and his precious gf. PUKE~~ dont act intimate infront of me i'm not interested! took a few photos. shall upload some other day.

TODAY!
Went library, eventually with jas, ning bec, san, amanda, jw [ did not leave anyone out right?] :) and when we went over saw tjy, val, elson. soon after edm and linus came along. They were all doing DnT. Deadline tomorrow! Ok now i really know i cant study in groups like that. i'm, really a solitary leaner. nononononono i could, with yk :):):) HAHA so i only manage to finish a chapt of history. Went to raiders for $5.40 of jamming, went back to library. got my bag and left. Accompany amanda to kfc for dinner. Curroes are really nice. ok i'm not that sure of the spelling. when i went there to buy it, Something funny happened. the workers there are like damn crappy!! LOL they said......... muhaha :0 you guess ba.

/ANW I WONT WONT WONT WONT. YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND AND BELIVE ME WHEN I SAY THAT!! (:(:(:

CHLOE WON! not sure of the spelling too. yay! LOVE HER ALL THE WAY!

♥CHARLIEBROWNPEANUTS! :):):) this is really a very wierd time to blog. HAHA

orchard day. mac was down!

2006-08-08T07:04:00.000-07:00

ITS REALLY HARD NOT TO!! no wonder:) i feel like the luckiest girl on earth right now! LUCKIEST! i admit i was really happy when i saw that! its a 80%! yk, i really DONT MIND! LOL who would? i'm maybe a bitch for saying that but, hack! who cares right! x) I do not want to explain.
anw, on the other hand HAHAHA guys are dumbest creatures on earth! i mean SOME, THOSE!..
GOT TICKETS FOR NDP! Is that cool or what?! green sector. THANKYOUTHANKYOU! :):):)
Was actaully going to watch the fire works today.. BUT, hais FAILED! quite disappointed. VERY DISAPPOINTED! Was too late.
I really really really want to learn to play dota. Why is everyone playing dota except me? NOT FAIR! I could be a pretty fast learner if i was given the chance to.
LAKE HOUSE is a great show!! :):):) a super must watch. Esp with one that you love! THATS A HINT**! x) muhaha
Drew some really cute stuff today, really happy with what i've done! shall upload some photos tmr. Either that or some other day when i'm free.

i'llwantthattooHAHAHA:)